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2008-06-18T02:48:00.003+08:00

Bring everything back {:

Hello! I'm blogging at this old blog here. Cos, i've to tell all my readers that i've bring back all the past memories. So that you all could view so do i. I'm lazy to do back my previous skin for this blog so i anyhow choosed one on blogger.

Enjoy! Tag me @ Nana-islove.BS {:

2008-05-29T20:56:00.002+08:00

COOKIE IS LOVE ♥

Aiye, for goodness sake. I'm so lazy to blog alr .__. Nvm, i shall not let my blog die. So i shall revive it. Today stayed at home for the whole day. It's the same. That's why i'm growing fatter & that's rly not strange laa. Hah, evening went down to my house there deh pet shop buy cookie's snack. She eat damn freaking fast now. Scare me. & Few days ago. She stood up & pull that subway's biscuit or something down on the floor & she ate it. While we were sleeping. Nobody knew it till my brother says so -.- Omg, & this made her stomach not feeling well. Obiquack! Anyhow anyhow eat Zxzx.

Baby's playing with cookie now. & I was whole day audi-ing with my story mode. Tmd siohs, i from 7 plus do till now. Got one 3 min song 25 perfects okay?! We did it for like 3 - 4 hours but still couldn't clear it. Sad. Nevermind then, wait for friend send me perfect hack. HAHAHA :D I'm a hacker ! :D LOLLLLLLL ~

I want to shop. But now, i guess i'm shopping my own clothes lesser then cookie's -.- Dog's clothes are just so adorable aren't they? Super cute. I'm off alr, blog tmr. Byebye!

2008-05-28T02:47:00.002+08:00

Boohoo :D

Backs from the dinner with baby. Hoho. I got the picture alr, from baby's eldest bro's gf ;x Thankyou! :D Super full. I'm gonna diet again. Hai.

At first, baby & me cabb-ed down to tpy then his eldest bro came to fetch us & we headed down to geylang. Blah, eat eat eat. Anw, happy birthday to his papa {: Hoho, that cake was freaking fat! It might kill me. I haven't even digest till now ;x Alright, after the dinner. We went back baby's house. Stayed about 10 - 20 mins. Then it's time for us to go back yishun. His bro fetch us back too. Such a nice guy :D Back to yishun, we went back. Brought cookie down for a walk with baby's bro & his gf. Head to 233 for a drink then chit-chat. HOHO. I found out baby's bro's gf was my senior. She's a ex-phs too. So cute. &&&&& Baby took some bird nestfrom his mum's room. LOL;x

Home, bath. Watch tv. Blah, now i'm rly very tired -.- But still have to wait for baby watch finish his tv. Alright, blog tmr. Ilovemyreaders! :D Night~

2008-05-26T05:43:00.004+08:00

it wasn't a good day ):

Hello, just woke up not long. Well, i spend my bday sleeping only 3 hours, then audi. & went out for slacking. I don't mind also. Birthdays is also a day ;x Hah. Baby & me went out to meet cindy marmie, her bf, eunice, her bf & her hostel's friends laa. But all discharge though ._. Hah. Then cindy brought her dog down too. Her dog so tiko siohs! Keep look at my beautiful cookie. Seeth 2nd pic, he keep look at my cookie's ass -.- Nabei. Then cindy's bf hug cookie. Suddenly say, : WAHS! Ta hen xiang ley! Then cindy's dog baby come over to her bf. Th bf said : Baby go away, your mouth so smelly! LOL! Super bias.

We talk about alot things loh. Like $#%&^&%^$@#!@! craps. Hah. Tuesday is baby's papa's birthday. His mama say ask them brothers bring gf go. Whalaos! I so stressful sioh. Don't know want wear what also. Tmd, i rly don't feel like going. Nvm, see how. I'm off. ILOVECOOKIE :D

( UPDATED )

Super bored & cold now. LOL. Yishun has been raining for days alr. Finally. But baby says, when hot i complain, cold also complain. Obvious luh. But i would rather the weather always be so cold {: I prefer cold weathers. Baby's sleeping alr. I'm soooo bored. Audi till i ki siao i also don't know alr. Hah. I want a diet. I'm super fat alr D: Sobs. I think i go sleep bah, cold weather. Sweeeee {:

2008-05-25T01:15:00.003+08:00

thankyougirls.

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF :D

Lols, was awaken by fen's call at 11 plus. She told me to come down library there. So i went down. & She said she pass me things & she's going liao. Then baby went down tgt with me. Hoho, i rly thought she was going back alr ;x Suddenly charmaine, shien & peisi from behind take the birthday cake then sing happy birthday song. LOL! So cute laa! They're so sweet luh. & I look so retarded in those pictures. I'm shocked. & Without makeup. Super ugly. Anyway, thank you girls. & Baby. Those who've send me birthday msgs, muchlove. I can't reply yet. Haven't top. Goodbye! :D

2008-05-24T14:55:00.002+08:00

fuck the cb laa.

I don't want celebrations for birthday in this life anymore.

I don't want birthday wishes in this life anymore.

I don't want birthday presents in this life anymore.

I don't want people to rmb it's my birthday in this life anymore.

I don't want to receive any birthday msgs in this life anymore.

I hate birthdays.

Please luh, don't ever say happy birthday to me tmr. I might puke. Baby, you don't regret i tell you. Birthdays with you, -.- Last year's birthday sucked. This year's, even more. You don't even know how to pleased your own gf when her birthday is on tmr then fuck it. You sucked. Don't say happy birthday to me tmr! I hate every year's 25th of may. & I hate myself for borning out on that day. I hate everything. Imagine a person saw me outside & wish me happy birthday i swear i'll whack her/him up. Cb.

2008-05-24T02:41:00.001+08:00

bff.

Bestie, iloveyouu {: BFF. A very long taken picture.

2008-05-22T20:23:00.002+08:00

i'm all alone before you came.

Hoho, just woke up. I got a very serious problem here! D: The weather is too hot this few days. & I'm sweating whole day from morning till midnight. Fuck. Even sleep also sweat. Then i got rashes on my neck. Heng is on th side laa, then cannot see. If not put powder white white very ugly one. It's the first time i got rashes though ): But although keep sweat. It's no differences from running around. & SO. I've slimed down. HOHO! :DDD By 1.kg xP

Afternoon 12plus, while baby was asleep. I went down buy cookie's snack, & went for my eyebrown trimming. It hurts ;x Blahblahblah, & then home & sleep. I brought something from the web which i said. Hah! So cute.

Ytrd midnight had a big big tiff with baby. & We nearly broke up D: But nevermind, it's fine alr. Finefine. No more quarrels please ._. Alright, i'm off. Goodbye! :D

2008-05-21T07:51:00.003+08:00

you said you promised.

Yeah, blog :D Just finish bathing cookie after sending baby to take bus. He needs to go home cos today his grandpa' death anniversary. So bobians loh. Kelian horh, then come liaos need go home alr. But later after his things, he coming back {: I rly want to say something, that's. I never ever bath for a dog till i sweat till like nobody's mum died ._. Cookie bath ah, run here run there run here run there. I was catching her in th toilet loh! Zxzx, she don't likes to bath. She doesnt knows how to apreciate of people massaging for her okay?! Finally manage to learn how to clean her face & th eyes below. I clean till white white alr, i think her fur can shine liao. LOL;x I always don't wash her face with shampoo cos i scare she go lick ;x But she won't ley. Hoho, & th whitening shampoo we brought i good {: Ohwell, i guess i'm tired liaos. D: Argh! That stupid cookie, she just love to sleep under th sofa when it's morning. & I scare she might gets dirty again & My efforts have wasted ): Sobs laa, she so naughty loh. Keep give me her princess attitude. Tmd, lock her in cage ;x HAHAHAHzxzxzx I'm evil ;x Next week has to bring cookie for her 2nd injection. Aw, heart pain. 20 days before baby report for NS D:

I'm super bored now. Nobody's accompanying me. Nobody's chatting on th phone with me. Even cookie's asleep. Haiyo, sooooo boring! I would like to go out for a scroll with baby. Like sentosa, gardens, parks. Those very peaceful places. Relive my stress. Baby asked me this just now : You will marry me deh right? :D Hah, so sweet. Of cos i do. We made a pact. & I still rmb always :D I think i'm off to sleep. Goodbye.

2008-05-20T06:07:00.002+08:00

i wonder how long could we actually last.

This few days, hadn't been blogging. Bet my blog's dead man. Lesser & lesser people came to tag & read. It should be like this. Not in a good mood now. So i'm here to shout it all out. Sometimes i wonder, i rly do think. Why do a girl needs to marry? Isit because of love. Or just " relying "? I'm so confused. I totally don't get. People says, I don't love my bf too much but i'm actually relying on him more! I don't agree with this okay? I seriously love him & i want to spend my whole life with him. Fate is in own hands. But not to be controlled by " GOD ". It's wrong. People with brains on their ass is freak.

Have been quarreling with baby almost for 3-4 days. It's only th matters of time. We can quarrel for hours, or minutes. Or even longer. I always felt. I'm th one who is hurting but not him. Once-d we quarrel i think he doesn't loves me anymore. I didn't want to think lik that. But once quarreling starts. He changed to another person. Another character. He said i changed. I don't used to be like that last time. I don't agree to what he've said i changed. But i think i've change by learning how to rely on him. & Learn how to be a good girlf always. But th reason why, i always don't let him sleep. Is not because i'm happy seeing him suffering. I'm rly hurting inside alr. Baby becames my daily life. & Once for 1 seconds. He's not with me. I rly felt so lonely & heart broken. How should i explain it. Even myself, i don't understand. I always felt, alot alot people has been walking away from my life. My heart, i always decide to break into two parts. One for baby & th other one for my sisters & family. But i felt 2nd part feels so empty now. I don't get it. Sometimes, life's isn't that easy. Baby & me almost broke up just now. I was so .. Unable to control my emotions. I don't know what to do. I'm only thinking, he promised he'd marry me. & I believe this only promise he won't break deh. & He didn't. I'm happy. But still depressed. About how, how isit rly to matain a good relationship. In order to do this. I bet i must control myself. Forget abt th past happiness. Accept th fact that once gone, it'd never be back. I'm still missing sisterly loves. It's diff from baby. But those love given from baby, is diff from sisters. So i shouldn't be greedy right? But still i want to be greedy {:

I'm going 16th this sunday. Wouldn't be celebrating. I don't like actually. I like to go quiet places now, crowdy? I don't like. Fens say she's getting me that kitty webcam i wanted. Sweet of her isn't it? :D Mama says she'll get my VAIO lappy on december. Whew, job hunting still isn't sucessfull. But baobei intro a job to me previously. Is at amk guardian. She says when she's free then go interview tgt. Cos she got baby need take care also. But she ah, wait till she free th job fly liaos loh. Then my room renovating & shopping also fly alr laa. -.-

I found a online web, which is selling dog thingys. Whalaos! Fucking cute bodohs! Th got jap kimonos, Crystal collars, Dresses, T-shirts, backpacks & even JUMPERS. Cute loh! Th collar actually i wanted to buy deh. But i think later runrun crystal drop. Then also wasted. Somemore 60 bucks for one. So i may be buying th dress & jumper. & It's kinda cheap ley. Not yet 25 bucks for one loh. That time i brought one fucking T for cookie. 30 bucks alr. Th kimonos, at clearance sale is only for 15 bucks. I bet i'm gonna buy for her. So new year can wear nice nice. Then christmas i'm stil looking for a christmas costume for her. She's my dog. Even how poor am i. I need to take care rly well of her. Somemore, me & baby treat her like our child! :D But cookie. Is a rubbish dog. Everything also eat. Keep make ownself dirty by rolling outside th floor. Zxzxz.

As i promised, i post a long one for my readers. I'm off. Byebye!

2008-05-17T20:26:00.002+08:00

for what i've to change for you.

Missed me? Few days didn't blog alr. I'm still at baby's house. Tmr then go home luhs. Never blog cos keep slack then lazy. Hah, growing fatter. Ate kfc just now. Fuck. Go home must diet alr. FATFATFATTTTTzxzxzx.

Readers don't miss me too much alright? I'm off now. When i go back yishun then shall blog a long long one with cookie's pictures. Muchloves.

2008-05-16T02:53:00.007+08:00

blogged .

Waiting for me? :D Aiyeh, i'm not in a good mood now. That ass promised me that everyday he'll sleep at 6am. Same to me. But he broke his promise again. He's now sleeping at my bro's room. I told him like fuck. He promise. Then he please me. Wtf? Aiyahs, sibei dulan alr lohs. So maybe tmrs not going over his house alr. Later he sleep earlier i more bored.

Baby & me plus cookie. Went to 900plus. Baby wanted to cut his hair. Yeah, he did. Short;x fens said it was nice. I don't think so ley. Okay, so melvin & yanling came to find us then carried on by charmaine. Then, we head to funland to meet up peisi, fens, shien, yanjin & shilin. Blah, peisi said cookie has grown alr. I agree with this :D Okay, then me & baby went long john buy his dinner & we walked home. Cookie's now playing with herself.

Ohyah, today before we went out. Baby wanted to call baobei out ask her want meet anot. So he decided to di siao her. & Knew what, she was angry. & She didn't even want to answer my calls or reply my msgs. It's seriously not too much. Baobei ah, we used to joke so many lanjiao things on you last time. You also never angry. Now little things you want like that ahs? This was th conversation. Baby was talking in a low tone. & It's sounds so diefferent! ;x

Baby : Hello, can i speak to chan yeeling?

Baobei's hubby : Can i know who are you?

Baby : I'm th inspector from amk HQ ah.

Baobei's hubby : Oh, okayokay!

Baobei : Hello?

Baby : Is this chan yeeling?

Baobei : Yah, yes?

Baby : Regarding th **** i need you to come down & sign a form.

Baobei : What form isit?

Baby : A **** letter.

Baobei : Oh, okay, saturday can?

Baby : Saturday i might afraid i wouldn't be in.

Baobei : Then i come down on monday

Baby : Okay, why not you come down to yishun street 22 ( Which is my place )

Baobei : WAHLAOS !!!!!! * HANG UP *

I bet sh was seriously angry bahs, but she didn't get so fed up usually we played all this. & This joke is th minor one. We always played those big ones. Imagine we can rly take it. Okay, off to sleep. Goodnight my dearest readers.

2008-05-14T06:34:00.002+08:00

enough of it. i never want to have it anymore.

Hello, i guess my readers missed me{: This few days, keep didn't blog cos was too tired. I slept in th morning, & wake in th evening. Then super tired. So wasn't in th mood for blogging too. A super good news! I'm going baby's house to stay over this friday for 3 days again. Cookie will be over too of cos, if not i'll miss her. I miss baby's house air-con. Fucking cold. Shuang laas.

Had a big quarrel with baby just now. Fuck hell, we've been quarreling from afternoon til now lohs, but now he's wel asleep. & We're fine alr. {: That's good laa. Supposed to say, very good:D

I think of th quarrels, which made me rly down. I rly don't know most of th times, i'm in th wrong, or him. But is me lohs, whatever. Shhhh, i think he's a fault too. Well, a relationship is like that what. We gotta matain good relationship okay baby! So after we get married we wouldn't have to quarrel over little things, & please. Let me win. I'm your gf bodohs! ;x Opps. {:

I'm rly tired again. Think go cabal first then sleep alr, Nights, baibai! ;x

2008-05-13T00:37:00.003+08:00

irresistable to you.

11.o5.o8

Bugis with baobei. For our job-hunting. Ew, knew what. We reached bugis about 3.15pm & we went off at 4.o5pm. Too long didn't go out for a walk. Somemore my heels are killing me. Then me & baobei at there kpkpkp. Lols, Interview for quite a job. But many many clothes i wanted to buy ;x No money though D: Sad. Baby was at home waiting for me. {: Train back yishun while baobei's bishan. Boredddd. Somemore plus i whole day never sleep leys! Then super tired. Reach home bath alr, actually want call noob but fell asleep ;x

Baby's now at home alr, this friday going his house & Stay over agains {: Muah! Nights readers ;x

2008-05-11T19:03:00.002+08:00

Lame then nothing else.

Geraldine nuerh requested {:

1) What age do you wish to marry?

- 18 :D

2) What you want the most right now?

- Money for shopping?

3) What goal(s) you're aiming to achieve in your life?

- I don't know -.-

4) If you have 1 more dream to come true, what would it be?

- Hoho, grow slimmer & prettier!

5) What are you afraid to lose now?

- Baby D:

6) Do you believe in ETERNAL love?

- Yes i do :D

7) If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?

- NO. I wouldn't like to be th one confessing ;x

8) How would you spend 200 bucks?

- Obvious, shopping?!

9) What's your favourite colours?

- Mostly every colours? But red is LOVE.

10) Which type of person you hate most?

- Arrogant.

11) So you cherish every of your friendship?

- Indeed.

12) Do you believe in god?

- Sometimes, but i still need scientific to prove.

13) What do you think is th most important thing in your life?

This question said is THING {: Hellokity then.

14) Do you find it a need for you to have a boyfriend/girlfriend?

- I alr have one -.-

15) What d you want your friends to be like?

- Person without motive.

16) What are the things that i will think off?

- I think there's a error for this question ;x

17) What is your favourite hobby?

- I don't know?

18) If you're feeling low one day, who will you go to?

- Yeeling Baobei.

19) How will you spend your time if today is your last day on earth?

- Be with baby.

20) Who do you hate the most now?

- I don't know actually ;x

2008-05-10T23:32:00.002+08:00

Shit you laa.

My hand's are so tired now. I turned my closet ups & down just to find that useless stocking which i brought around new year that time. & i didn't even wore it at all. For once also never. Th material sucks. That's why i didn't wear it, & now i'm finding it. It's gone ._. Crys, 10 bucks fly. I spend 20 bucks buying th boyfriend tops today -.- Fen asked me go buy th grey one, & plus. I buy another white one which is longer. It ends about above my knee.I tried putting on waist belt. But i think it's too short! Shorter then my red dress. Anybody could tell me if i wear th top as a dress without a waist belt would it be weird. I think it's too simple though. Like pregnant lady. But use waist belt shorter like can see my ass -.-''' Sobs, i think i've waste 10 bucks again. Hell man. I'll ask my mum when she comes back. {: But i need my readers to tell me! Best is marshmallow. Cos she has seen me before wearing my red dress. Okay, let me specified that top. It's white collar, with black bottons. & It's length is just above my knee about 4-5 inchs. D: I'm standing at 160cm ;x I'm shorty.

Fen asked me whether want go town tmrs, but think not going with them bahs ;x Should be going down with my brother, he wants to buy jeans & shoes. Okay, i shall bring him go buy. He isn't familiar to bugis. Same to me. But i anyhow anyhow want laas, cos i rmb those shops which baby brought his pants from though o.o If i go bugis tmrs, then i think i don't need tell fens to help me buy stockings back. Cos i'm real lazy to go down & buy it. Hell, i also spend money on clothes. & When i tried it after i reach home. I think i'm fat wearing it. So i always waste money & i have alot unwanted clothes. People ask me why don't i put it on my blog & sell it better, but.. I never thought of it & i threw it all away ._. Sobs. I have many dresses which i brought 2 years ago. & I have 5 pieces of them but i only worn one piece onced! ;x & They're not cheap either. I'm not rich too. Waste waste. If i have saved up those money. I could buy my vaio lappy alr D: Sobs!

Going for re-bonding or extension next month. It's been a long time since i re-bonded my hair. Like 1 year & 6 months? I don't know. I think flat hair sucks. So i didn't went to re-bond. But now i think my hair sucks. Ew, i want to become a pretty lady. Sadding to say, i'm not. Concealer is used up. Need a new one again. & Money saving has to come again. Well, off i go. Marshmallow girl, iloveyou. Nights loyal readers {:

2008-05-10T09:52:00.003+08:00

I WANT IT SUPER FAST! D:

God gracious. Would you let my mama to win th 4-D or toto so that i could buy all this things? Oh well, i bet this kind of things doesn't happen so easily. I think i need go be a monk then pray to th god every & say : TIO 4-D AH~ Then it might MAYBE happen D: Sobs, my bf isn't a rich man laazxzxzx. After we brough cookie home. It's super chio loh all this things, even i ask baby to buy th hellokitty webcam for me like for 20 over bucks, he will reply, cookie is my birthday present alr. WTF siohs. So bad ): Everyday, i go into th web & see this all pictures wishing they're mine! :D Wished wished wished. But then, firstly is to get th lappy & webcam. Okay, but if mama's,bro's not gonna buy. JOB IS MORE IMPORTANT! ;x

I want to re-paint my room laazxzxzx, into dark & light pink. New furnitures. White laces curtains! Iwant to be a millionare. A rich rich girl. I wished somebody would sponser me $4000 mannnnzxzxzx. I would be gracious to that person. Woohoso, hah. But i bet i'm rly dreaming. Alright, i should stop these craps then go find a job & afford all this myself. A job, & i gotta let go $500 off shopping for 6 months D: Crys mann!

Boring now, still can't sleep. Baby's alr asleep. BORED TO TH MAXXXXXXZXZX. I'm still thinking of mywonderful dreams which made me can't even sleep. For 1 min! {: MuchLove.

2008-05-10T03:05:00.002+08:00

Smile like i never had before ;x

Look how does my cookie sleeps? :D

Sorry for not blogging just now, was rly tired. Now to keep me awake. I decided to come blog. Whew, waiting for baby come over right now. He says he's going to bring something over which i miss it very muchzxzx. I wonder what it is. Hah, he always have funny surprises. Well, hes my baby. So i guess he's always like that. Though, his stupid acts rly made me rly happy. Thinking of him going NS soon is making me crazy. I'm gonna fuck th goverment of singapore about why every guy has to enter NS at th age of 18? Blah, & why every guy has to go in NS & suffer. Fuck them. Super angry. Nevermind, once baby finish NS. We go ROM straight away {: Lovelove.

No life man, i've been staying at home everyday & making myself grow like a pig. But i only want to spend more time with baby. He's now left with not yet a month's time to go in alr. So, nvm. I can have a bigbig diet when he's inside. Nobody's gonna feed me. MUAHHAHAHAHAHzxzxzx. So happy luh! ;D About my diet only i mean laa ;x Wooooops.

I want a LAPPY! Which rich person is kind to buy a VAIO laptop for my birthday? I want a soft pink one okay? {: Hah, i'm joking. Even th person is rich, i bet she/he wouldn't buy it for me instead too. D: So jealous of girls have their room well done. Whole pink is love. I might sleep inside that room smiling like freak. :D Lols.

I think i go play audi better, if not i'm gonna be bored till i die. Anw, ytrd was baby's 2nd brother's birthday, happy birthday jackie. Tkcares readers. Muah.

2008-05-09T19:24:00.003+08:00

a millionare is nothing but a jerk ; i wished i'm one {:

Chujie didi requested {:

1. What's your name?

- Diana.

2. What does your friends call you?

- Diana/Nana{:

3. What time is it now?

- 19:26.

4. If you could change your eye colour, what would it be?

- Black?

5. How many pillows on your bed?

- One.

6. Who was the last text message you sent to?

- Yeeling Baobei.

7. What colour is your shirt right now?

- Dark blue.

8. Who's the fourth person on your contact list?

- Ahgirl Airen :D

9. When was the last time you cried?

- Like few days ago? I don't rmb.

10. What school are you in?

- Assumption Vocational Institude.

11. Do you have a crush?

- No, but i have somebody i love ;x

12. Who was the last person that made you laugh?

- My baby {:

13. How long is your hair?

- I didn't went to measure it laa?

14. What was the longest time you ever sleep?

- 25 hours.

15. Have you seen your bestfriend cried?

- Of cos! -.-'''

16. What thing you can't stand?

- People shouting their lungs till burst at me.

17. What you wanna do now?

- Shopping, but w/out money D:

18. Would you sleep at a friend's house or have them over?

- Friend's house, but with my makeup removed.

19. When was the last time scolded someone?

- Just now.

20. Would you like your friends to do this too?

- If they want, i don't mind.

21. Then ask 5 of your friends to do this test.

- Please don't, i'm busy.

2008-05-08T23:13:00.002+08:00

i wished i could change for better .

Whole day chionging cabal. Had a nap in th afternoon though ;x Hah! I want look for a job alr. Need save up at least $500 per month. Then after when i save till 6 months, which will have $3000. I want to re-paint my room. Remove those old cupboards. Then buy new furniture. By th time, i'll have baobei to accompany me go buy. & I'm gonna buy all pink! :D & Of cos, my long long dream. White laces curtains :D I want to have red chair. White door. Hellokittyhellokitty! {: & A queen-size bed for myself. Baobei came over just now. & We were talking so much. So she said, in case i spend all my pay on shopping ;x She gona save for me. I think it's a better choice. Cos, once i got money in my hands. I buy things, i don't ask abt th price. I just take take take then pay. & I get shock when i see th total price. Hah! So, to fullfill my beautiful dream. I'll have to work hard. But for now, i shall find a job quick. Baby's going in ns soooonzxzxzx. So quick find :D I want to get my VAIO lappy soon. So maybe baobei calling her uncle help me sign [ay by instaltment. Then every month i give her uncle th money lohs. Hope can bah. Then i can get a pink pink lappy alr {:

I'm going 16th on next next sunday {: But, should be no celebrations. I rly hate birthday celebrations for myself. But i would loved to have alot alot presents! :D Hah. This month 30th is going for a m'sia trip with baobei. & Go get my hellokitty mouse there. There is much more cheaper then SG ;x & Nicer? :D Hah. Alright alright. Enough of all my wonderful dreams. Wish me a happy birthday next next week :D & my birthday wish is to slim down. Plus, grow more prettier. Have good good complextion. I just can't stop eating D: Sobs.

I bet alot people wants to hear abt cookie, alrights. Cookie has grown longer & fatter. She's getting clever alr. She knows stand, sit. & She's half way learning hand. {: She did a miracle just now. She shit on th towel {: So happy can? At least i no need to whack her anymore. It hurts to see myself whacking her ): I think is cos she shit wrong today & baby lock her up in th cage. I bet she learn-ed her lesson alr. Hope she does this always. :D She's 2 months old alr. Her birthday is on th 1st of march. My friend told me to post cos she wants to know abt cookie ;x Hah. Cookie is now sleeping. She's like my child. So cute. hah.

I had a tiff with my mum just now. Cos, she doesn't wants to let me married when i'm 18th. But i will never care. & Never change my mind. Well, that's all for today. Hellokitty is LOVE :D Goodnight!

2008-05-07T16:42:00.006+08:00

RIDICULOUS!

Fuck, i'm so freaking disgusted. I'm so suey today! Okay, it happened something which made me nearly burst off! At first, me & baby cabbed to baby's house in th morning, then in th aftnoon, baby pei-ed me down to th bus stop to wait for 854 home. Th long-vihecle 854 came & baby went home after sending me up th bus. There was no place to sit except th last row. I don't wanna sit on th last row cos cannot lie on th window & rest. So, i was msging with baby. & Waiting for people to get down th bus so that i could change place. There was this guy who board th bus & sat beside me. He sit untill so near lohs, i was wondering why since beside him have a place lohs. Then nevermind, i didn't think too much, i only told baby about this guy. Then finally can change place, & I sat inside lying my head on th windows, i was rly tired cos whole day never sleep. Then, while replying baby's goodnight msg. Th guy came to sit beside me again. & I didn't think too much too, rly too tired. Okay, OKAY! I'm very very sensitive to people touching me ESPECIALLY my tighs. ANDDDDDD&&&& ! He touched my tighs okay? Like wtf, i immediately woke up & pushed away his hands then i pulled off his earpiece cos i was thinking to scold him alr. But i think, don't make ownself paiseh. Later whole bus people know i kana molest. Then, i just made a hand-sign like telling him to go away. So he press-ed th bell & get down th bus. I was thinking that he was alr need to get down th bus earlier then me or somewhere near my stop. Can't be him getting down at this remote place what. Argh, after that i called up melmel & told him what happened. Aw, sadded. People eat my tofu D: Sobs! So i msg-ed baby & told him but he's asleep alr ;x Take it as i'm unlucky bahs. Thankgod i didn't whack him, if not i don't know who's th one who is supposed to go to th police station. LOL;x

Hell hell hell, now i still think i feel his hands on my tighs. Yuck. & It's not baby's hand. Aw, fuck. I'm off to sleep alr, super tired. Byebye readers. Be careful with guys wearing NS T-SHIRTS with a AIR FORCE behind. MuchLove.

2008-05-06T21:28:00.000+08:00

nothing much more to be hold-ed on.

BLOG TMRS :D

2008-05-05T19:13:00.003+08:00

I don't do piercings anymore.

Woke up not long ago, knock-ed my head on th wall very hard before waking up D: So pain laa. Baby went to sleep alr, he wait for me wake up then he go sleep. Blah, he's so stupid. Then later he wake up i go sleep again loh. Crazy right him. Zzz. But nevermind, :D Hah! I want a VAIO lappy softpink deh. Who wants to buy for me yeah? ):

Cabal cabal, till i want ki siao alr lohs. Level 65 alr, i want chiong weiqiang's level. Hoho, then pvp. xP Super hungry now. Nobody eat with me, so don't wanna eat alr. Feel like calling up baobei come out for dinner. But nevermind bahs, i'm lazy to prepare things all that also mahs, anyways. Baobei. Please update your blog! It's rotting ! D:

I still feel so tired after 5 hours of sleep. Yeah, at first was 2 days 4 hours, now plus 5 more is 2 days 9 hours. Wahs, my dark eyerings freaking dark luh! Jin dulan >< I think i need to go sleep more in case i turn out & become a witch manzxzxzx. Lols;x Alright, i go train cabal alr. MuchLoves readers. Muah.

2008-05-05T01:18:00.004+08:00

I thought everything was always fine.

Super super hotzxzxzxz laa. I just woke up, didn't slept for th whole day then afternoon go 900plus collect my phone. It's fixed. & But my memory card corrupted. Must buy a new one. Fuck, i'm so suey~ After that, head on to fur 'N' away to bring cookie for her grooming. Okay, she's fucking funny i tell you. After that young guy wash her ears, then bring her bath & dry her fur all that. He passed it to a lady to start her grooming. At first i so heart broken leys! My tears dropping out alr, cos i was afraid that she might scare. Then, no ley ._. She fucking go play with that lady who's helping her groom, then th staffs there all play with cookie. LOL? So every dog has one groomer to help her groom. & My cookie has 2 :D Th boss came to help with that lady luh. Cos cookie keep play then they bueytahan. Hah, now cookie is my pretty dog w/out dark eye rings {: Hoho. So cute luh, then cookie so white liaos. Lalalalazxzxzxz , cookie was whack by baby today till very jialat D: Then she emo whole day under th sofa ;x Now play with me still want bite me eh, i treat her so good she want bite me. So i whack her also. Then she now don't dare bite alr ;x

Then quarrel with baby today, he's just sooooo .. Hai, don't know how to say, but everything's fine alr. Don't care ;x

I'm still so tired, but th weather is just too hot laa! Don't know how to survive loh. Suffering man. Why singapore don't snow ): SOBS! Hell laazxzxzx! I'm going to go wake baby up, after i have my cold wate bath. BTHAHHHH! Kay laa. Off :D Nights~

2008-05-04T10:50:00.002+08:00

Love.

2008-05-03T22:18:00.002+08:00

trust is no longer everything .

I'm back to my home, & Just woke up not long. Okay, i'm super hungry & that baby of mine is still sleeping. Argh, i miss his house cold cold air-con. Now come back yishun, i'm sweating again! Fuckfuck! Morning we didn't sleep then pack things & cabbed back yishun luh, cookie face got one small small bruise. Cos, i think she run around & knock till something, i didn't even noticed when i wanted to help her clean her face. So sad. Tmr bringing her go for grooming. That fucking shop didn't even help us to groom a little when we collect her. Then now make till herself everyday so dirty like what like that. Tmd.

Cabal-ing & cabal-ing. Nothing much to do alr. Serious luh. Baby's brother helped me to dl hongkong series but don't know dl finish alr anot. Cos need 1-2 days to finish lohs. Super big -.-''' Sians, my bro brought kung fu dunk dvd back home alr. Don't know want watch it anot. I'm so hot laaaaaazxzxzxzzx. Somebody please help. D:

Can't wait to bring cookie for grooming tmrs. Excited! Heehee. Should be damn cute one. But we scare those people beat her laa. So we want bring to th krislan there that one. Cos th bing th dog in then like we can see her from outside. So we keep watch what th person do then okay luh ;x Hah. If th person beat cookie uhs. I confirm whack him/her deh. XP Alright, i'm off. To cabal. Maybe audi? :D Nights my dearest readers {:

2008-05-02T19:35:00.002+08:00

what the fuck :D

Currently's mood. Not feeling well. Lols;x I'm bored. Few days ago i was complaining it was fucking hot. & Now at baby's house, almost 24 hours in air-con room. My flu got worst. -.-''' But then, for cookie. She loves it. Sleep sleep & sleep. Like a pig but not dog. But well, i'm going home tmr monring alr what :D Hah, then i bet she can't sleep well liaos. But nevermind. Hah.

Super hungry, i feel like eating somthing rly rly nice though. Help, i wanna go for a walk. Staying at baby's house for long time is bored. But if it's at mine, i don't feel bored though. Ytrd very late then sleep. Cos me & baby playing cabal, his another com is fixed alr. Hah! So cool. But th freaking lappy cannot dl maple, audi or cabal. Then cannot play games in bedroom. So bored.

Alright, i go back cabal alr , byebye ! :D

2008-05-01T18:16:00.002+08:00

everything isn't like how you think-ed.

I'm freaking bored now, somebody please entertain me D: I'm waiting for pizza hut's delivery at baby's house. Blah, i want eat rice laa! Then he keep delivery. Freaking not nice luh. Somebody help! I want eat fried rice leys ): Sobs.

I'm going home tmr night alr. Goodgood. I miss my home more okays. But cookie seems to be happy here, maybe is cos more people accompany her play bahs. Hah. Alright, i'm off. Maybe blog abit later. Byebye !

2008-04-30T22:02:00.003+08:00

well, i still think you suck-ed.

Finally get to blog :D Now at baby's house using his lappy. Argh, i'm super tired. I didn't sleep from ytrd till now. Except just now i waited baby at home & I fell asleep for like 2-3 hours? Hah! Super funny, then he cannot come in my house cos he no keys then he called up my bro & cabbed down to take th house keys from him. Lols!

I'll be going home maybe on friday or saturday. I don't know. But just freaking bored. Cookie's here at baby's house too. His house is super bored i think. I miss my mama alr! Missing her naggings. LOL.

Okay, i'm not going to post long, cos i don't know what shall i post either. Well, bye !

2008-04-30T09:28:00.004+08:00

yo.

Boo, my cookie can stand even she's fat ! :D

2008-04-30T00:54:00.002+08:00

they're loves

Boo! I had a great day today! I met up with baobei, fens, peisi, meiying, charmaine, melvin & shien. Hohos, & there's this crazy fellow at funland walking around asking people whether could treat him eat anot. He's so fucking fat & i can't believe he hasn't got any money to buy food? ZZZ. Crazy fellow. Well, i brought cookie out for a walk too. & She's not shivering when she's outside alr. She now will play liaos. Hah!

Thank you all for getting my presents for my birthday. Xue baobei is so sweet. She got my hellokitty keyboard for me alr. Aw, love you. Anyways, th most boxim one is jasonhong alr! Argh! He say cookie is my birthday present leys! How can like that siohs. But seems that everybody is snatching to hget a ashtray or dustbin for me. I bet it's cheaper. But i don't mind. As long as got heart. Can alr :D But for baby cannot ! He mustmust! Buy something for me ;x Hah.

Super hot today, sweating outside & at home. Thankgod funland's aircon is cold. If not i'm going crazy. I just know i spend 20 over bucks today. Blah, i'm saving money. I didn't eat somemore & i could spend so much! I brought cookie's snack. Her bone. & A new collar for her. Th collar is for puppies. & I forgotten that i brought 2 more collars that time ;x Omfg. I'm rly wasting money. But, bobians. Buy alr also like that ;x Wtffff. I'm off. Wan an :D

2008-04-29T16:15:00.002+08:00

fuck th world .

Pissed pissed pissed. Orange didi's EX gf. Is freaking bitch i tell you. Blah ! -.-

Th weather's so fucking hot, i think i bath don't know how many fucking times ytrd midnight alr. Baby also. Fuckfuckfuck. Nevermind, without excersing, we sweat like hell alr. Dietdietdiet ;x Hah! I'm super bloated ytrd alr, but after th quarrel with baby he brought me to eat at old smb road. Around krislan there. Actually, this few days. Even i don't eat. I don't feel hungry nor gastric aching. I bet my cramps made my stomach bloated till like this. XP

Yeah! Tmrs going to move to baby's house & stay for 3 days. Ofcos cookie will be going too. If not for 3 days no people whack her when she shit or urine wrong place uhs. Lols. Somemore i can't bear to leave her alone too. But she's rly irritating. Baby say regretted buying her too. Actually i thought of it alr, buying a dog. Makes me rly troublesome. I used to brush my teeth when i woke up every morning, & Now, i need to clear th shits, urine. Hang th towels cookie used. Then can go brush teeth & wash face. I felt like i'm her maid ! Argh, but nvm. It's brought alr. I love cookie still :D

Baobei jio me to eat steamboat ytrd. But i didn't go though. She's crazy, th weather so hot still eat steamboat. Later steam till she die uhs. LOL;x Anyhow. Somemore she has been complaining don't know to how many people that she cook alone eveything & her hubby & her hubby's bro didn't even help. Even take th food all that also she take. Then whatever don't know what th oil splashed on her hand then what what what dehs. Alot laa. She's freaking naggy ;x HOHO.

I'm off alr, mama's off today. She want to go out for a walk. Yeah, but confirm won't buy any clothes for me, so i rather don't go. xP Bye!

2008-04-29T02:00:00.001+08:00

you're hell .

FUCK. THAT BABY OF MINE IS GIVING ATTITUDE AGAIN.

No mood to blog alr, nights !

2008-04-28T06:57:00.002+08:00

There's sunshine after every rain :D

Boo ! I'm sooo tired now okay? But i still cannot sleep. Must help baby chiong his audi. But i cannot take it alr. I keep miss somemore. Cos, my hands are pain. & I keep blinking my eye. Too tired alr. * YAWNS * Baby is alr sleeping.

I tell you all, but don't be jealous. My boyfriend. Hoho, is a boyfriend which singapore who has only 10% of it? Hah! He helped me to buy pad. Lols ! & He still call up & ask me which kind. Then i tell him go ask th person. It's a girl somemore, he say is paiseh laa. But he still buy ley. So cute right him?! Hah! Super funny.

I changed my background into black cos white are hurting my eyes too much. I don't know if i still get to blog tmrs or what. Cos i'll be staying at baby's house for 3 days from tmr onwards. Then come back. Should be can if i never keep sleep or lazy ;x

Tags will be replied after i wake up. Nights peoples. x3's

2008-04-27T23:08:00.003+08:00

i want to be a rly good girl D:

Back to blog, my stupid cookie is biting her towel & bed everywhere! She's dragging them th whole living room, argh. I don't care. Just don't bite my heels again. I want bring cookie go cut her hair alr! Too long, th stupid person didn't even trim her fur before we collect her. Nabey.

Baby's now sleeping inside my room, for goodness sake. He's sweating in his sleep. I don't wanna hug somebody sticky to sleep. So after my cold water bath, i helped him to wipe his body & put powder. Then smell nicenice alr! :D Hah!

I rly want to go for a walk. It's been long since-d i step out of yishun then. Life's getting bored. But anyway, i have baby by my side is enough. Sometimes, i rly missed those past. But, i left it behind alr. Now i'm rly learning hard to be a good girl. Like controling my temper. & Don't slove problems by using violence. Etc. I'm gona have a family in 2 more years. So i should rly think of my future. Like how it supposed to be. But sometimes, i still don't manage to do well controling my temper. Wonder when could i rly master th skills of controling own tempers.

Baobei, don't hope for those things that couldn't happened. I said i won't means i won't. I won't be soft-hearted. I won't bring our relationships back to th past. Don't say i cannot like that. Don't say what " Shang gan qing ". Use your brains & think back luh. When that time i quarrel most with jason. Who was there first ley? They were there mehs? Anyone called up? No right? I'm suffering & yet none was there? & You still say "Shang gan qing"? Sorry laas, no more gan qing alr baobei. Accept th facts. I'm like this. I wasn't th one who has given up. I didn't even gave up in th beginning. I said before alr, my life. I break into 2 parts. One is jason, & one is you all. Both is important then. Now i lost half of it alr? You should know th feeling very well. I've been missing them so much but none miss me then i don't care alr. I don't wanna tell you this things on phone because i rly hate hearing you nag me this things! ;x Hah. Love you. But nevermind. I still miss th pasts. ):

Okay, done with th things i wanted to say. Whatever it is, I MISS CHUJIE DIDI :D Nights!

2008-04-27T02:08:00.002+08:00

you're nothing but a disgusting freako .

Happy Belated Birthday To Felfel Meimeis :D

Okay, i came blog late, so it's a belated birthday to meimeis {: Hope she don't mind.

Wellwell, that copy cat changed her link or something? Omg, i bet she must be too paiseh to don't change link & continue to put those wonderful tags on her board yeah? She should learn what is ask before taking. But girl, there's something i want to say. YOU ARE RLY DISGUSTING I TELL YOU -.-''' Seriously. I found out th thing you said about your BEEBEE is copied from my calista meimei blog right? Please laa, use your brains ley. Don't you ask your mother for money? Have right? Then couldn't you ask us before you use it as YOURS. In YOUR freaking blog? Ew, i say about you, i'm gonna have nightmares. I bet your bf is blind or something ;x

I tell you all about a thing which happen on friday's midnight when we were at krislan. It's fucking stupid luh! Actually, krislan outside have a vending machine. Those who have gone bfore might know. So, just beside th vending machine, can see through inside th window. & There's this indian guy, using th last com just right infront so th window. We were like peep what is he doing. So they told us he's searching porns from youtube! LOL! So stupid right? & I look into th window. Trying to see what he's typing. He search for HORNY TEACHER. Lols, & you all know youtube doesn't have porns. They don't take out their clothes laa. Obvious. & He watch till so happy somemore. So, i decided to go in di siao him. But melon said : You dare you go in lohs. So i say okay lohs! :D This were our conversations :

Me : *Sat beside indian guy* Hello.

Indian guy : *Smiled to me*

Me : ORHORHS! You search horny teacher just now right? *LOL*

Indian guy : *Shocked face* No, i was trying to search th name HORNS... *Pointing on th com*

Me : Rly mehs? You don't bluff laa, so many people outside see.

Indian guy : No. Aiyah, *Gave lanjiao bin*

LOL. Then i went out & keep laughing with baby & melon. Th 2nd conversation between me & indian guy was :

Me : Hey, anything interesting to share?

Indian guy : Interesting like what?

Me : Horny teacher?! *Keep laughing*

Indian guy : *Gave lanjiao bin again*

Me : Eeyer!

Then i went off alr, Lols. Just now went to krislan. With cookie along. Bring cookie to let ernai see. At chambers there. Then reached home with baby about 12 plus. Talked on th phone with baobei just now. Don't always keep tell me don't quarrel with them. I ain't interested. Blah, i'm super hot now! Bye! Nights readers! :D

2008-04-26T05:40:00.003+08:00

Damn it !

I bet everybody hates copy cats right? Well i found one, which copied my cute cute hellokitty & paste it on her disgusting blog. http://www.mye-sweetlullaby.blogspot.com/ This is her blog link, if you all don't believe. Could check her source, & see th hellokitty on th tagboard which is same as mine on th top. & Come to mine here, & view my source. I'm sorry to say, you all couldn't say i copied her, because, I used that hellokitty in my previous THREE SKINS. Don't believe, anytime question my loyal blog readers, they know it very well.

I'm sorry i made it so big when somebody copys my code, actually i don't mind. But as long as you tell me first. Esp this type of people. Which i see, i felt like aw. I don't know how to say. Which is driving nana crazy ! Serious, i'm freak-out. Very. Even baby also -.- I saw a post she written there, i swear i love beebee, LOL! & She said, fuck off if you're eyeing on him. It's good thing that a girl says this. But if no ones eyeing, then i think there isn't any need to say about this. Isn't it? I'm only stating th facts. Hah. I don't even say other girls are eyeing for my bf siohs. Not so thick skin. Tsktsk. Anytime not happy what i say, anytime contact me out. I'll be real happy to entertain you.

2008-04-25T19:34:00.002+08:00

i supposed relying on you was my happiness .

Hello. I'm bored & very hot right now. Anybody want bring me out & cookie for a walk? But i guess i'm lazy too. Or anybody wish to call me up now & entertain me? Haihai! Super boring! Cookie's sleeping. Nobody to entertain me toos. Audi is boring after th whole day of playing. Maple has nothing to do inside. Plus, cabal's bored. Baby is STILL sleeping. Sad to say, he's not at my house sleeping though. He went back this early morning. Hai. Even my mum says i shouldn't rely on him too much. Why shouldn't i ):

I admit i were th one who don't let baby go back ytrd. Because i'm rly not used to him not around. I admit i were th one who holds him so tightly till he couldn't breath. Well, all i've done alr. So? I love him as much as i love my hair. What's wrong being so sticky towards boyfriend. To me for NOW, Boyfriend is more important then sisters. I change for th better. You all change by leaving me alone. I'm lucky to have someone like jason pick me up by th side. When i were down nobody's there like him. So this is call sisters? I never ever talk sisters from my mouth anymore :D I'm a typical good girl now {: HOHO.

Priscilla came up my house with his hubby just now, to see cookie. Well, chatted with her. Blahblah, but after awhile she has gone back. & Now leaving me & cookie at home. Is making me rot! Somebody just have to save my life for goodness sake. I couldn't survive without jasonhong! :D Hehe. I'm off to find something else to do. If not, i'm going to bomb baby's phone & wake him up ! ;x Byebye !

2008-04-24T19:59:00.002+08:00

i want t be your good girl :D

Tata! Th pictures of th day! Which is th sexy cookie sleeping on her bed. LOL;x SO cute right she. But she's damn irritating & stupid. & She barks like monkey. Made me & baby laugh like hell. Couldn't take it. Hah. Some peoples wanted t see cookie's picture. Scroll down for more :D

Baby's going home later alr. & I shall be bored again. With a stupid dog. Lol. Nevermind, i don't feel like blogging today alr. Freaking hell. I want g watch tv w baby & mama liaos! Fuckyou. LOL? Bye!

2008-04-24T03:34:00.002+08:00

I can't imagine when you're not around .

Hello! Very late blogging for today. I had a very long day for today. Okay, at first. Went to krislan in th afternoon leaving cookie at home. Let her used to being alone. I say about her & yet i don't say about myself. I can't stay alone w/out baby toos :D Hah.

Baby horntail at krislan, while i audi. I leveled alr. I'm here to tell you peoples, level 23 license is much more easier then level 22. Hah! Thanks for those who tagged me up {: Loves. We went hom together then mama gave me money tell me go eat. After that, baby say have another batch horntail. So we went down krislan again. This time, we brought cookie along. :D Had dinner at mac, & we brought cookie in. LOL;x But we put her in th bag laas. At first she on th bus was rly scare luhs. She was shivering all th way. I was soooo worried about her. But behind, baby's horntail batch was cancel-ed & We played audi. & Cookie was all th way sleeping. Guess she's rly tired after all. Left krislan about 2am. Cabb-ed home, But we went to 7-11 buy cig first. Walked pass th 293 courtyard. Saw 4 dogs ;x ! Today was like dog day lohs! So many dogs! Then billy shouted us. 2 dogs was his, & Th other 2 was his friend's. They were saying cookie is very cute. LOL;x Cookie didn't play w them much too. Cos, cookie was rly tired. Stayed w them for about 1 hour. & We reached home about 3am. Baobei called up me while on th way walking back home.

Cookie shit, urine. & Then started playing again. She so daring luhs! Jump down from th sofa thinking she could even when we hold-ed her. & She jump & knew what? Somersault & knocked on her head w a fucking loud bang! I was like so xin tong can? Omfg. & Her head is a little swollen now. But she's fine alr. W/out crying nor barking after th fall. but back t sleep quietly. Good girl i have. She had a long day toos.

I'm tired alr, okay. Off to sleep. Nights readers. Byebyes!

2008-04-22T14:07:00.003+08:00

Suffering in pain, but when nobody knows .

Hello, i just woke up. I didn't have a good night ytrd. Haiyoh, finally get t sleep in 3 plus in th midnight, but cookie ownself walk into th cage but don't dare t walk out. Then keep make sound wake me up. So gotta put her on th floor. But, she keep want play then don't want sleep. So i put her in th living room & don't care her. Let her use t being alone. But my mama keep come out & play w her. Then i tell mama don't play w her nahs. Make her keep want play. Hai, everything cookie does makes me thinks of chocolate. That time chocolate first time come my house also like that. But after used then never alr. Hah :D So i gtta suffer for a few days luh ): Nevermind laa. She's kinda good. I never give her toilet train now cos she's just 1 month. But then, she knows how t urine & shit on th towel that we put for her. So that's good. At least i don't have t clean up th floor everyday. {: Alright, she's now lying down w baby.

I want t g shopping! ): But we spend all money on cookie alr. No money for shopping. So sad. Xiaobaobaos came over my house ytrd t see cookie. Baobei & Baby also at my house. Then we brought cookie outside my house t let meiyee see. Hah. I want t g out laas. I'm freaking bored. I everyday at home keep sweat then have pimple alr. Fuck.

I'm hungry ;x Let's g cook maggi. Loves! Bye (:

2008-04-21T13:22:00.004+08:00

I shall love you for this whole life .

Cookie is back home, Super duper cute! Just bath hao. Eat also luhs. Now don't even dare t play w balls. Don't even bark. LOL;x Just urinated ! Argh, still 1 month. Also don't know how t teach her now. Bodohs. Blah;x

Super hot. Going bath alr. Bye peoples ! :DDD

2008-04-21T06:45:00.002+08:00

simple is sweetness :D

HAPPY 6TH MONTHS ANNIVERSARY :D x3's

Another 5 more hours & 15 mins t g & collect my cookie. Weeee, so excited. My phone's dead. Now using a noob phone. Nevermind. Sending my phone for repair later on {: Hai. Bored.

At krislan blogging now, w baobei & baby. Baobei ytrd tonn-ed at my house. I only slept for 2 hours. & She didn't sleep lorhs ): She 's tired i bet. Hohos. Finally done w her stupid blog. Baobei must blog often ahs. Like me :D Hohos. She logging in her blogger now ;x LOL.

I don't know what's more t blog about. But at krislan here. I took th com very behind. & It's so dusty. My hands blackblack luhs nohs. Wtf siahs. Siansians! I want faster g collect my cookie & bring her home ! :DDDDDD later shall post her pictures. Goodbye! {:

2008-04-20T19:54:00.001+08:00

much loves t cookie {:

GOOD NEWS :D

Th pet shop person called up & say i could g collect cookie tmrs ! & Tmrs is me & baby deh 6 months. Hoho! Happy right? Alright, i will post cookie's pictures tmrs ! :DDDD

I can't post long, cos baby's training maple for melon using my com ;x Byebye! :D

2008-04-19T23:57:00.002+08:00

super super pissed ._.

I'M GOING T THROW AWAY THIS BLOODY HELL PHONE OF MINE LAA!

I'm super super angry, this is first time ever i have this kind of SUPER PROBLEMATIC PHONE. At first, was th hearing spoil, & has t use ear piece t answer th phone or loud speaker. But, now! Suddenly, out of sudden! Cannot read my memory card! SMLJ SIAH. I tried my memory card on my thumbdrive & there was nothing wrong! So th wrong is on th bloody phone! Cb, have t bring phone for repair & Use other bloody phone. Fuck, i rather use a outdated bloody phone then this red & sweet problematic phone.W910i SUCKS ! CB EH. I HAVEN'T EVEN USED IT FOR 6 BLOODY MONTHS OKAY? NABEY.

Okay, stop saying that no use phone. Whole day at krislan w baby. Mstiantian is level 118 alr. 2 more levels t 4th job. Jyjy. Super tired. I don't wanna blog alr okay? I'm rly not in a good mood. fens lending me her extra phone. Gtta collect from her tmrs evening. Tags will be reply tmrs. Byebyes!

2008-04-19T13:18:00.002+08:00

a few more yet t love.

I tell you all, th pet shop lady is rly so cute! That day we went t th pet shop t pay for cookie is thursday. So is 17th. Then, she say is 18th. She made th wrong date. So, should be collected on th 27th. Not 28th. Woohoos, means next sunday i could g collect cookie alr {: Hah.

Baby's at my house now. I'm full w bruises. Ytrd had a fight w baby. Then we push here push there. Then alot blueblacks ;x Lols. Nvm laa. Not rly pain now alr. Hah.

I'm hungry ;x But i want a diet. Hoho! Alright, i g watch tv alr. Byebye!

2008-04-18T12:23:00.002+08:00

your loves fulls me up w/out eating ,

I'm super bored now, so i took pictures of cookie's clothes. can't wait t let her wear laas. I dreamt of her last night. Which make me so excited. can't wait till that day t collect her ! :D Having a dog is troublesome. Hope this one wouldn't be so naughty like chocolate. Which bites my cosmetics when i'm not at home. LOL;x Super super excited ! :D & Super duper know that i'll be tired. {:

This are -BLF- uniforms. As i promised t post few days ago. But i didn't. Due t tired. Members please buy asap. & Buy a 30days one. Cos i'm afraid i would change uniforms after a month {:

Baby has been sleeping for almost 17 hours. & I'm rly bored. Wonder how i wake him up. Cos his phone is in silent mode i confirm ;x Haiyo. Rly so boring leys. Don't know what t do also. My flu's getting better. Cough, still th same. At least i can taste something alr. Luckily i did eat th flu medicine. If not i bet i can't be able t taste anything till now. Fever is fine alr also. Keep sweat & sweat then it'll be fine. Hah :D Thankyou baby for taking care of me th past few days. I rly cherish alot laa. Whn i having that high fever, I was freakig cold. baby was there t hugged me t sleep. Then, few days ago. I did something you all will definetly be shocked. I was bored & was playing w baby nose. Like i keep pinching very hard. & He said he was tired so couldn't accompany me. But i think he was think of things. & I actually PINCH HIS NOSE TILL I SLEEP ! LOL;x He said i pinch till very hard. Then awhile more my hands slowly drop off. LOL;x So funny lorhs. I wake up then he told me. Hah.

Ytrd midnight, can't sleep & baobei pei-ed me chat till morning on th phone. Cos she can't fall asleep either. Thanks baobei. She's bringing baby out tday. If baby hasn't wake up. Then i shall g find her then. If not i'm rly tooo bored! I feel like going shopping. Wonder why baby would spend thpusands plus on a dog for me then bringing me t shopping. But nevermind laas {: Hah. I still love cookie alot. & He says cookie is my birthday present. So bad! Then where's my Hellokitty keyboard, mouse, speakers, webcam, dustbin & ashtray?! ^&^*(**^$$@@ I'm off alr, Try t sleep again. Too bored. Bye ! Xiaobaobaos is lovable :D

2008-04-17T17:44:00.002+08:00

cookie is love {:

I'm back alr. Okay! Shall cut short tday's post as i'm tired from running alot of places tday. & Carry alot things home. Then still clean up whole house w baby ;x Tired!

Morning headed krislan w baby. Ate mac for breakfast then down t TPY t take money. After TPY. We trained back yishun & went t see our dogs :D At first, i don't want buy alr. Cos no male malteese. Then in th end. Got one super cute & innocent face one leys! So i choosed that one luhs. Somemore so guai xP Hohos, & it's only 1 month old {: It's super duper cute laas! Hah. But it's a female. But nevermind. Baby pay th dog for $880 including th first injection. Then we headed t thomson plaza. Brought everything in pink for cookie. So fucking cute lorhs. Hah. Brought a spag in pink w lacy ribbon for her. & It's for 20 over plus. So expensive laas! Then cabbed home, & housework. Keep dust-free cos of cookie ._. Blah ;x

COLLECTING COOKIE ON 28TH, HOHOs :DDDDDDDDDD

2008-04-16T21:04:00.001+08:00

thanks baby for everything {:

Not going blog tday, aint free & also not feeling well. Anyways, i'm back t maple. T spend more time w baby. Shall post th screenshots of -BLF- uniform.

Baby's bringing me t see my future dog tmrs ! Hope see one i like then can buy. Hah. Loves!

2008-04-15T16:38:00.003+08:00

I believe true love do exist .

I'm back home from amk hq alr. Just now went down w my mum t sign th stupid form. Just t close my case. Now i'm a case free person. :D I don't know g down sign how many fucking times for closing how many fucking case. Puke. My mother made such a big fuss for my tongue stud. I don't care. It's only art. So what's wrong? I don't see anything's wrong w this lorhs. She told me t throw th stud away, but i didn't though. I don't have a extra one alr. So i cannot throw -.-

I don't care about her laa. My coughing's getting worst alr. Fuck. I keep cough & cough. Don't even have th mood t smoke. Once-d i smoke it'll be pain. So i don't want eat anything toos. Yawns. It's raining & Baby hasn't wake up. Baby is so fucking lazy laa ;x

I got 3 cute cute didi :D Hah, Th first one CHUJIE {: He have his cutest face. 2nd one is KIMLENG. He's thmost handsome laa. 3rd one is ORANGE. I can't get his pic anywhere. but he has his cutest dimple ;x HAHA ;x

I'm off, BYEBYE !

2008-04-15T02:21:00.002+08:00

You didn't speak .. I didn't ask ..

In th end, everything was about me then ..

Hello, my throat's not that pain alr. My whole body still aching. Decided t blog cos i've got nothing t do. I had a quarrel w baby just now. About maple things laa. He's training for xxm3l0nxx what. Then i say going in NS alr. Can't he pei me more. He say he want train for him t earn some quick cash & get his bike & car license soon. Then in th end, aw. He's so sweet. He say, why didn't i ask him. Besides of license. Still got what he wanna do cos of earning money. Then i asked. Baby say : Aw ! You finally asked :D LOL;x So he told me. He was thinking buying a dog for me. In case i gets lonely when he's in NS. He says by th time he could afford a dog, should be after th 1st month he's in NS. Then he said this also : After i POP. Work 1 day off 2 days. Then 2 days i can accompany you. Th one day i'm inside at least you can play w dog. LOL. then baby say th days he's off he play w me. Hah. He's such a tikopeh -.-''' Nevermind, i told him i'm finding a job asap before he in NS. In case. Baby says he want t "FANG XIN" g in NS. He don't want inside scare i lonely all that then A WAR. But i don't know either. 2 years i could wait. But w/out him. I don't know will i g crazy anot laas. Hah.

28 says she'll help me ask her friend there about a job at far east for me. If i get a job soon. Th first month is t get a lappy ! :D Ofcos, buy something for baby also laas. Hah. Alright, my birthday is on th next month alr {: Anybody wants buy something for me? I want a hellokitty ashtray, keyboard, mouse, lamp, webcam, speakers & dustbin {: Who's kind t buy for me any of each? o.o Baby promised he'll buy th keyboard & speakers for me. Then priscilla say want buy for me but don't know which one. Hah, if somebody gives me a little puppy on my birthday, i might g ki siaoooooo :D Hah. This year's birthday, i'm not celebrating. Me & baby alr planned. Should be g watch a movie w baby. Then have dinner w yeeling. Then home bahs. Don't feel like celebrating birthday. No fun ._. Hah. Somemore waste money luh ;x

I don't know what t do now, baby hasn't call back. I'm afraid he might fall asleep. Think he should be watching his tv. Blah, i cannot w/out him for one minute laa. Hai. Hai. Hai. Okay, i have something t say :

I HATE MAPLE -.-

& I AIN'T GOING TOUCH MAPLE ANYMORE,

Alright, done w th things i want t say. & I say i don't want g lan shops anymore. I don't wanna ever see a person maple infront of me. Whoever does, i'm going t smack that person. Nights peoples. Byebye!

2008-04-14T21:42:00.002+08:00

weakness in love , is me )':

I'm rly not feeling well tday. So not going t blog for tday. Good night all {:

2008-04-13T23:25:00.004+08:00

I'm always th one who's being nelglected )':

Late blogging again {: Cos had an argue w baby just now, fine alr. It's nothing big. He's sleeping in my room now. Sian-ed, i'm also tired luh ;x Sad. I think i look like COCK. Puke. I'm wearing baby's specs taking pictures before we g out. Hah. Helped baby style his hair tday, woohoos. Songbo :D

I told baby not t smile. Cos he smile like retarded. Then he never smile will like so daooo. So i say like want smile & like don't want smile. Haha, i look so ugly inside th pics. Disgusting ;x

We went t baobei's niang jia in th evening. Look ! Baby can be a good father ! :D Cute right. Baobei's baby keep sleep in baby's arms. Hah. I carry him he also never so fast sleep lorhs. Think is cos baby's arms nice t sleep laa. Cos when i sleep w baby i also felt so warm in his arms {: Hah. I'm praising baby here !

I'm off alr , hate it when everything doesn't goes smoothly ._. Bye ! Nights :D

2008-04-13T06:22:00.006+08:00

i believe you could make my world light up {:

Late blogging again for today. My brother used th com when i was alr wanting t blog after i removed my makeup. & 5 Minutes later, he's home. Whatever -.-

12.04.08

Actually meeting baby t g out for a walk. But too late, then cannot g town w baobei & kaiyuan t catch a movie. Sadded. Quarrel w baby. But this time is rly his fault. He's playing audition & i called up. I told him t g out & talk cos krislan rly noisy, & i can't hear a single thing he's talking about. I wanted t tell him that we couldn't g out for a walk alr. So .. This is th conversation :

Baby : What you want tell me ? ( In a very pekche tone )

Me : ( Was feeling very down ) Errr.. Why you talk so pekche t me?

Baby : Got mehs? Don't have laa.

Me : Where got don't have, i confirm sure got one lorhs.

Baby : I trying t win that guy in audi mahs, then you call, So what you want t say?

Me : Aiyahs, nothing laas.

Baby : Then you say got thing?! ( In a very harsh tone )

Me : ( Tears started t drop ) No laa, nothing.

Baby : Whalaos! You don't always cry cry cry can anot? Very pekche ley!

Me : * Continue crying

Baby : Nabey cb! I feel like smashing this phone!

Is this all my fault? But in th end, he know is his fault & he did alot things for me just t show his sincere in apologising. That's better {: He said : Baby, i rly don't want see you cry deh. Just you cry i rly very pekche & also will sad dehs. Aiyahs, nevermind. Forgive him bahs. He say next time he won't luhs. If he does this again, i g & die uhs ! ;x

I received peiqi's letter {: Girl, i've replied you alr. But no more stamps & envelope. Tmrs g buy then send back t you alright? MuchLoves :D

Baby's at my brother's room sleeping now, cos marmie tmrs never work. Then she morning going boonlay see my big brother they all liaos. Then baby must sleep inside there. I'm not used t baby not sleeping by my side. Feel so different. Then i now rly very tired. But still cannot fall asleep. Thank god baobei pei-ed me chatted on phone for 1 hour plus. If not i going bored till i die. {: Thanks baobei for being there x3's

I'm still so down, nevermind. Sisters, i'll rmb those times. People, have eyes. Who have seen we girls tgt before. Will know how deep our bond is. But you all never know what is th feeling of being neglected. Esp by my dearest fens. I shall be okay then. I missing all of them every night. Mavis msg-ed me asking me t cheerup {: Thanks girl. You're always there i know. Muchmuch thanks t ERICAAA & Passerbyyy toos. For being my everyday blog reader & cheering me up. Lastly, i never forget my little peiqi :D LOVEYOULA. End here alr. Nights !

2008-04-12T00:40:00.002+08:00

everything changed, & not for th better.

I went funland just now. W melvin. He came up my house about 7 plus. Then around 9 plus we went down t funland. He say g there meet yanling. But she also never care us. We both were sitting outside. He play psp. & I did nothing. Boring. Then saw fens & peisi. Aiyahs, she didn't talk much t me toos. Everything changed alr. We're not close anymore. & I don't have any sisters anymore. All i left w now, is yeeling & baby alr. I might g & die if i loses them. )':

Baby went home eveing just now. He said he's going t get his bike w ahgong. But suddenly changed t monday. Then now he's sleeping. He told me t bomb him up, but i bomb alr. But no respond. Sad, i'm so lonely. Heng got baobei pei me talk on th phone now. If not i'm going t die i bet.

Sad, my life's so un-meaningful now. I've nothing left then )': Sadsadsad. I'm going t break down! Hai. Don't want blog alr. Byebye!

2008-04-10T23:37:00.002+08:00

love is th most simple thing t kill a person w/out any reason.

Hasn't been happy for th whole day. Cos, me & baby have alr quarreling for th whole day. Finally, everything's fine alr. He's now sleeping in my room luhs. Sometimes i think, whether does he rly loves me. Sometimes i even think he doesn't even love me. But now, i shall stop thinking of all this. I shall think whether do we have a future then. I wished we had. & I know we could. Baby, it's very hard t let g you. & It's very hurting t see you don't even bother abt me. So you see. I was rly scared by baby this morning. He yell at me at th top of his voice. Like hell. But nevermind. It's over & yet. I don't want this kind of things again )':

Krislan in th morning then afternoon back home. Ytrd whole day never eat. Then baby morning buy mac for me. Afternoon, ate chicken rice. At night ate meehoon :D I'm growing fatter i bet. I know i've been repeating this sentence for zillions of times. But i just couldn't help it.

My brother sleep so long luh ;x He just woke up only. He from ytrd 6 plus in th morning sleep till now. Omg, i was shocked! Then i did something very stupid. I went in his room t see whether he's still breathing anot. Then i told baby : Gotgot, he still breathing ! Lols. Scare si wo luhs ): Haha.

I'm off liaos, my brother going use com soon :D Byebye!

2008-04-10T14:01:00.002+08:00

just for you :D

Ps: Hongsheng, you want take th codes then take bahs. I tried copying down then post it for you, but th codes didn't came out though. So, it's at th most below of my template. View it from source. Then, starting from th what sciprt language below. Till th end can liaos. Alright, loves !

2008-04-09T21:14:00.003+08:00

i never thought you could change so much )':

Hello readers. Hello peoples. Hello all. Yah, whatever. I'm not in a good mood. Not a good mood for jokes. Not a good mood for everything. But no worrys, i shall be fine soon. Alright.

Firstly, happy 1 month t baobei's baby. Tday they went vivo. Bring their baby g there see see. So xinfu. ;x So jealous laa. Nevermind. Someday i'll have mine toos {: Hah.

Actually, i don't rly know what t post abt tday. I rly did nothing except sleeping for th whole day. Baby say g sleep awhile. Then till now? Awhile his lanpa uhs. Cb dehs. I say he won't wake up jiu shi won't. He keep argue w me say he will wake up. In th end, i wake up alr he still haven't. Wtf. Nevermind, i'm used alone. Since-d he doesn't understands how i feel, then it's alright )':

I'm off i guess. Rly not feeling well. Byebye ! ]:

2008-04-08T13:11:00.002+08:00

love is something which could kill you anytime, anywhere.

Weeee ~ I'm finally awake. Knew it, everytime after facial sure very good t sleep ;x Early in th morning receive-d my peiqi's msg. Sweet sweet {: Baby went off t krislan in th morning. Then he's now coming back alr. & Helping me t buy my food. Like what my mama says, i'm so (xinfu). I don't think so though O.O Haha.

Don't know what t blog either. I should find a job soon. If not baby 2 months laer g NS. Then i cannot take it everyday at home cry like crazy fellow how? So i should find a job & make myself busy. Plus, when i got money t shop, i wouldn't think of anyone luhs! :D Haha. Cabal's having maintenience now. Boring ~ I want t g shoppppping !!!!!! ;x;x

I don't know what t blog alr. I think my life's getting bored-er. LOL;x But nevermind. I miss CHUJIE,ORANGE,KIMLENG DIDI :D Byebye! {: * eating peiqi * Marshmallow's nice ;x;x LOL.

2008-04-07T23:12:00.004+08:00

is your love still exsiting, or isit alr gone?

I'm here again. Because i'm bored -.- My cabal level 49 alr. & I did a fucking long quest. For about 15 minutes. & I died behind! ;x Must re-do again liaos lorhs. So angry, then i log off liaos. Plus i'm angry w baby also. I knew it all th way. Our anniversary ahs. Don't have one never quarrel dehs, but he was like play game game & game. I g in cabal also g find him. In th end, he was busy training. Also got no time for me. I think he doesn't need t come over also. He play cabal till don't even want t talk t me nor msg me. Wtf laas. (IF) this relationship ends. I shall never ever g w a gamer anymore. I hate gamers ._. But too bad, i think we'll last {:

I went for my facial just now. Omg, she squezze till red red then abit swollen. Then after facial cannot makeup. Cos, makeup liaos also cannot cover luhs. Then i was like don't dare take bus home cos too many ppl. So i walked home, knew what i did? I used a tissue t cover my face. LOL;x It's been 2 & a half years since-d i never make up & walk t northpoint. So i don't get used t it & will paiseh. ZZ. Everybody was like looking at me? Omfg, actually was going down bishan find baobei. But th face got those swollen parts. Then i don't dare g luhs. Ugly ;x Hah.

I don't know what am i supposed t do now. Even th 1st year anniversary he doesn't wants t accompany me either. Aiyahs, i'm used alr. But this time is too much i guess. He doesn't know how much does it hurts when he do this kind of things t me )': Aw, nvm. I'm off. Bye ~

2008-04-07T12:21:00.003+08:00

if i could have a dance w you, i would play a song that last forever {:

HAPPY 1ST YEAR ANNIVERSARY :D x3's

Today is me & baby tgt for th 1st year. W/out counting th days we've broken up laa. But nevermind. Hah. Hms, we didn't even planned where t g. Also don't know if there's any celebrations. But.. Baby's still sleeping now. I don't mind actually. His love, is enough then anything else. {:

WTFWTFWTF. I bloggggg soooooooooo LONG! & I click on publish post, Everything gone! Omfg. I hate it. Tmd.tmd.tmd. CBBBBBBBBBB LAAAAAAA. Like wtf? Blogger has problems. Yeah! Serious ok?! ;x Blogger suck-ed ._.

gs will be reply later on. Goodbye readers :D

2008-04-06T21:02:00.002+08:00

being w you, is th best thing in life.

Alright! I'm so angry now. I found a skin that's nice & suitable for my brother. & So i said i help him changed. I do everything so nice. Plus alot codes i figure-d out & change myself. Finally it's done :D Was so happy at first. But.. I thought it was over. It wasn't. I closed th notepad which had all th codes in it. & I click-ed save template. & They says, blogger couldn't connect t whatever shit. & Everything's gone! Omfg. I'm going crazy. Well, now i need t re-find a new skin. But when i have time then make bahs. I feel so dizzy now.

Baby just went home )': I'm starting t miss him alr. I'm rly relying too much on him. Like he's gone for 1 minute. I still feel un-secure. That's what love is isn't it? Hah. Anw, we shall spend th last 2 months tgt happily. Then he shall g in NS & suffer! Hoho ;x & I suffer at home )': Goodness sake. Pukes.

I'm sweating like fuck. I'm going t bath alr. Shall not post more for tday, rly tired. Goodnight readers. Muahs x3's

2008-04-06T05:26:00.002+08:00

i shall miss you hugs & kisses )':

05.04.08

Hello! Blogg-ed at this kind of time, yawns. I don't wished t toos. It's because my brother's using th com laa. Then came back cannot blog. He bluff me dehs, say want let me blog then in th end also never leys. Boring -.-''' Continue w my day on that date above D:

Alright, morning had a quarrel w baby, but in th end. Nothing again :D We decided t g for a movie. But he came out too late. His mama wants him t help her w something that's taking too long. & He reached yishun only at 4pm plus. Sooooo late luh ;x Then nevermind. I said don't g for a movie. He actually suggest krislan in th first place. I don't want cos it's weekend & lan shops are bored -.- But since-d we're late for movie alr. Then i say let's g krislan. Damayi called up me & said he's going over toos. Well, it's been long since-d i saw him. Why not? {:

Reached krislan, saw my damayi. I think he's still cute. But his hair is way too bit long. I think th last time his hair shorter is even cuter. Haha. Audi, cabal. Blahblah;x Had a long day. I feel so tired. On th way back home. Climbling th stairs. Angelia jie called up. Say pass her POSB card t joe. So joe came down t 7-11 behind th block near jie's block & mine. Passed him & went home. Home, & bored again. PSPPSPPSP -.- Plus i was msg-ing w elitez didi x3's

Baby's at my house now sleeping inside my brother's room. Cos my mama haven't g out. Then cannot let mama see him ._. ZZZ. Sian laa. I got a bad news from baby )': He's going in NS in 2 months alr! Omfg, wonder how could i survive w/out him siahs D: Marmie ! Sobs. Nevermind. I shall be independent. I wish-ed i could .. Baby's giving me support now a days alr. He's afraid i might be too sad. Aw, sweet baby :D Haha. Ti-amo x3.

Here's a msg t ORANGEDIDI :D : Didi ahs ~ Those time you called up me, i'm sleeping -.- Call me up earlier like in th afternoons or evening alrights? Iloveyou. I'm off. Nights readers {:

2008-04-04T21:35:00.003+08:00

unreasonable because it's love

Blog first in case my brother suddenly wakes up. Well, i think he had th longest sleep for this few weeks. Cos he keep use com. Then one day sleep awhile only. It's good that he sleep longer toos {: So that i could use com. But, i don't know why audi still can't play. & i bored of cabal alr. Whole day cabal-ing. Boring! I want faster level 50 :D Then have gun. Shootshoot ! {: Haha.

Baby's sleeping again. I only sleep for like 4 hours & i didn't even complain tired yet he keeps complaining. We have been quarreling again. Both of us had faults. But i think he's too harsh though ): But nevermind. We're fine alr. He called up before he went t sleep & said when he wakes up. He could g over xiaoyu there anot. I said i don't know. Cos i'm afraid later he say me interfere his life w his friends again. WTF? But he said : No laa. Ask you mahs. What's th main point of asking me when i say NO & you'll be angry. Blah ;x I don't know what t do. But i'm so easy t get jealous. Sucked XP. 7th of this month which is 1st year {: Wheeees.

I didn't g for my facial appointments tday. It's not because of lazy, but a little part of it is. But main reason is. My stomach's cramping like hell. I'm going die alr. SO. I changed th date t monday {: Haha. But i'm afraid i'm too lazy t g. Plus, after facial will be so ugly luhs. Th face like swollen like that. Cos they'll squeeze here & there. Esp, th nose. Puke -.- Whatever. Tmrs saturday. I don't know where t g. What t do. Baby's always don't have any good ideas for dates. He only will say, lan or eat. LOL;x Boredddd ! Maybe i'll g over baobei's there tmrs. Spend weekend at home uh. Not bad anyways. Haha. :D

I want t have a good rest tday. I'm rly so tired. & baby don't even understands. Th love i gave t him is millions/billions/zillions more then him. & yet i still thinks he doesn't even feel those love. But nevermind. I'm off alr. Nights!

2008-04-04T02:05:00.003+08:00

everything's going round & round again

Well, it's just a snap shot of my stupid baby. I'm so bored now. I didn't came t blog when i was able t use com cos i was waking baby up! Fuck, once-d he pass me th com. He would g t sleep again. Boring -.-''' T him is, no games = sleep sleep & only sleep. He wouldn't talk t me laas. Even if he would. It's th same things over & over again. Alright, seriously it sounds bored. But i enjoy listening t him talking {: I don't felt that's anything wrong :D Haha. Nvm, i be a good girl this time & let him sleep peacefully. Then when tmrs he wakes up he might see his cute wifey sleeping beside him. LOL;x Kinda.

Let's continue w my day. Afternoon, baby went krislan. & i was on th way walking t station & train t bishan t baobei's house see her. But i was so lazy. & scare baby boring alone. So i called up baobei & said i not going over luh. Then i say tmrs then g down. But i scare i couldn't make it tmrs either. I have my facial appointment at 4pm. & i gotta pei baby in th morning. Aw, baobei. If i couldn't be there, i might be there on saturday then. Anw, i still think i'm busy now a days.

Went down t krislan. Games games games & GAMES again. It's just never ending games w baby. He never change. But at least better. He stop playing maple. In case i gets bored. So he came t continue his audition w me. That's nice. Now cabal's out. He shared an acct w his brother. But nvm. One week like he only play for 3 days? & Not very long either. So everything's alr better. I tried not t be naughty by pinching his lips & nose just t wake him up from his sleep. So that we don't quarrel. Well, for some days i could. But some days. I might not confirm ;x Taahaas, i just love seeing people angry {: Actually not. I love seeing my BABY angry. Cos when he angry looks so cute luh! :D Haha. After krislan. Head home tgt. Ate our dinner. Smoke blah XP Then.. Now no more cig liaos. Baby alr slept. & i'm down here w no cig & don't know what t do. Yawns.

I think i'm going t watch my show. That would kill some boredness. Cya! :D

2008-04-02T17:02:00.003+08:00

practice makes perfect {:

Yesterday ;

Reach-ed baobei's house abt 8pm. Then, talk w baobei. After that, smoke-d then baobei fed baby. Kaiyuan went out. So i pei-ed her at home. Lols, we watched tv all that luh. Talked about alot of things. After kaiyuan came home. I saw th binder that he's wearing. Me & baobei help him wear till soooooo tight lorhs! LOL! So funny right?! Me & baobei laugh like hell! :DD Hohos. Left her house around 10pm plus. Then, met baby at bishan platform & head t my house tgt.

Morning went t baby's house. Mac delivery for breakfast. Baby's wasting his own money. I head home around 3 plus in th afternoon. Then walked back home. So hot luh! I bet nobody's sweating like me so much! I tell you. I reach home, i had a cold water bath. So shuang. Then th minute i came out! I sweat again! Fuck right? Sibey dulan ._.

I'm tired, if later my stomach's not cramping anymore. Might head down t bishan find baobei & her baby again {: BYE !

2008-04-01T10:15:00.002+08:00

unspoken words are always hurtful .

APRIL'S FOOL :D

Morning {: Early birds gets worm. But early human doesn't gets. LOL;x I'm boring now. My body is aching again. But thank god i ain't sweating. Whew .. But my stomach is aching more ): I left th last stick of cig. & mama hasn't come back from work. So cannot buy -.-''' Sian-ed. I'm getting lazier & lazier. & Fatter plus FATTER. Help ! ))))): I wished i could stop eating. But i'm just too hungry. But, well. There's nothing for me t eat now.

Baby's now sleeping. I wake, he sleeps. & while he's awake. I sleep. I hate this i alr say for thousands of times but it's still like that. But nvm. He's like a crazy man if he doesn't sleeps. I getting lonely alr. Hai )': No where t g. No where for a date. It's totally pathectic i can say.

I think i should g out & have a walk. Maybe down t bishan find baobei & her baby. That's th best. At least got baobei accompany me. Then won't be so boring. But for now. I don't know should i g back sleep anot cos i'm feeling so not well. Since baobei also never so early wake up. Then i shall g rest abit or whatever luh ;x In case i gets boring. But i'm kinda lazy t g down there too. It's hot! Sobs. Somebody have any idea where should i g actually?

I'm going off alr. Goodbye.

2008-03-31T10:40:00.006+08:00

` whatever .

Yawns, just woke up around 8 plus. Check blog & saw boring people coming here scream here scream there. Well, i don't have much time for all this. So if want talk. I'll be waiting at yishun {: So cool. Got people want me whack her siahs. First time see this kind of people. Lols! Funny laa. People talk till so fierce i scare scare siahs. I going tell my mama alrdy )': HAHA! ;x

Well, as i promised. Th photos of baobei's baby. Cute isn't he? Mama says th bigger he gets. He looks more like kaiyuan. That's what i think so. Like father like son uhs. Lols;x

I was happy that i stay-ed till night at bishan ytrd. Cos, th night's view rly is better then yishun alot. Plus, th wind was cooling. Not like yishun. Th wind blows. But it's still hot. Yuck-ed. But i still love hometown better. Got feeling laa. But what i said t baobei. I rly loved her room alot. Although it's small. But, it's still warmth. Th family warmth was i stepped in was indefinite. {: My baby headed down t baobei's house find me toos. After that, we cabbed down t krislan awhile. Then home. Now he's sleeping inside my brother's room.

See, i'm sweating again. Aw, fuck. I might not be free for now on. I got alot things t do like.. cure my aching first? Im rly busy i don't know why. But i don't have time for small things alrdy. So. I shall off t cabal alrdy. LOL! Bye! :D

2008-03-30T20:36:00.002+08:00

it's still lonely w'out you then ..

I'm at baobei's house now. Blah ;x Kaiyuan went for swimming. So i stay & pei her lorhs. Anyways, i need t wait for baby mahs. & i at home also nothing t do. No people accompany me also. Boring right? Just ate dinner just now. W baobei & kaiyuan. We cabb-ed down t balastier. For chicken rice. Then back t bishan. Baobei's marmie & 3rd little sister also here. Haha, then we talking in th computer room. Baobei's baby now sleeping. Just now evening drink finish milk keep don't want sleep. Then want play. Lols;x We keep talk vulgar infront of baby. Then baobei want chase us out lorhs. I got take pictures of baby. But at her house cannot upload. When i get back home then i upload okays? :DD

Yawns, baby has been sleeping for 19 hours alrdy. Sian-ed. I am going crazy liaos. Luckily at baobei's house lorhs, i rly wish baby was here t help me massage. So tired ! ):

Must g for my facial on tuesday or wednesday luh. Rly about 3 months never g liaos. Then face alot black head luh ): Marmie help me squeeze -.- So pain luh! Painpainpain. Nevermind. At least it's better now. I shall never sleep at baby's house w my makeups on. Hate it. I always don't want sleep w makeups on. Then baby will say : Aiyah, nevermind laa ._. He always like that one. Then when i ask if i become ugly or fat. He'll say : Where got, you'll always be my cutest baby. Haha :D So cute right? {: Love him laas. But i'm going t bomb him up now. Bye ! {:

2008-03-30T15:07:00.002+08:00

Th moon shines, w your kisses around .

Well, i'm back t blog once-d again. Bcos, i'm rly too bored! I think i'm going out. If not i'm going t die anytime at home. You know, i did tried t rest cos i was not rly feeling well. But, i lied on my bed for about 15 minutes, &&&&&&& Fuck. I suddenly just woke up. Knew what? My whole body's aching like fuck. My backbones are cramping. My shoulders hurts like crazy. & My head's spinning. I wished baby was here then. So he could massage for me ): Sad.

Baby's sleeping now. He said he's real tired. But even i give him sleep 10 hours he also not enough. He need at least 14-16 hours a day. That's what he calls sleep. But that's too over isn't it? Th more you sleep. Th more tired you are dumbass. Sometimes, i feel like taking a knife & chop him up. But too bad. Ilovehim though. I can't chop him. Teehee ;x Alright, he's coming over at th night. I shall wait {:

Shocked t say that. I've been sweating from th time i woke up. I did bath. & for 3 times. But it's still hot. It rain-ed just now. & A quite big one. But still. I'm sweating. I just feel very hot. If baby's around. I'm sure he'll take a towel or something t fan for me. A human-fan. LOL;x He's cute uhs. But he's not around, i'm suffering a home. But i'm afraid if i g out. I'll be sweating more & maybe. My body ache more. Aw, i'm lazy. But it's rly pain ): So i think th best choice is i head down t bishan & look for baobei & baobei's baby. At least her room cooler. I think i should. Good idea. Let's call her up now & i shall prepare :D

Goodbye ! {:

2008-03-30T07:52:00.005+08:00

` & i'm happy w you by my side ..

Hello! Finally my turn t use th com. Alright. I just woke up. & I'm having a serious gastric pain now. I'm super hungry. But i don't feel like eating though. Just super bloated. ==

Let's talk about ytrd - {:

Baby was at my house, then morning. Me, baby & brother head down t harbourfront t meet baby's brothers they all. Then head down t sentosa. Yuezhen darling is there toos. {: We reached, & then. Walk all th way t siloso & it was fucking hot. So i at there very pekche. Keep jump here jump there. I then told baby t piggy back me. Haha :D He did. Alright, reach th bigbig pavillion. Guys starting t change their shirts in th toilet & off t th sea. Me? I hate th sun, i hate th sea water. So, i'm not going t swim of cos {: Yuezhen darling pei-ed me for about half an hour? Then she went down for a swim toos. Yeah, i was alone. & It was freaking hot i tell you. I was going t burst off when baby came & sayang me. But i do understand th trip of going t sentosa. Ahan was going t surrender back alrdy. So it's just a farewell trip then. But th main person ah. So long luhs. Don't know why ahan & dandan so long dehs. Wait till 4pm plus then they come ley. & we reached at 12 plus? Lols;x I wanted t eat tomyam. & There was no tomyam ): So baby use a tomyam cup noodles t talk over those tomyam steamboat i wanted t eat. Sweet isn't he. But i'm still sweating like fuck. Clipping up my hair did help. But i look ugly. XP's Xiaokid is so kp, haha. He turned so tann-ed after th swimming lorhs. Omfg, imagine if i swim. God, i'll never swim at th beach. I rly scare of th sun. I don't want become tann-ed )): Alright, however i didn't :D Th went t bath, & Baby & me parted at dhobygaut platform. As he's taking th line t city hall. While me & brother take back home. Baby's actually coming over t stay. But he has t g w his parents t pay respects t his grandma & grandpa. There's no pictures, cos i'm too hot t take any pictures -.-

& He woke up at 5 plus in th morning lorhs. Kelian ): But i woke up at 7 plus & i msg-ed him. He didn't reply though. Sian-ed laa. Baby's coming over t find me tonight. Yeah :D Haha. I'm going t train my cabal & audi alrdy. Too boring. Alright, bye! :D

Edit -

Alright, i said i wouldn't do my skin myself again, but i changed again. Lols;x I don't know why. Cos nobody would help me make one. So i've t search myself for one. & i found this one. So nice. Just nice for th colours i like :D

2008-03-27T13:10:00.002+08:00

` & somedays sucks -.-

I hate tday i swear! F-it. You know? I've been kinda in a good mood tday, in th early morning {: But after 12pm! I'm going crazy cos of th weather. You all know nana cannot take hot weathers. I was thinking of going meet fen or go down t bishan visit baobei & my god-son. But it's rly too hot. Th bus trip back yishun from baby's house was killing me. I'm sweating inside th bus. & I don't know why i walk home from northpoint. Mygod! Luckily i got a cup of bubble tea w me. If not. I'm going t faint faint faint! I hate t sweat cos, once-d i sweat i surely grow pimples, & i don't grow pimples on my forehead. Now it coming & coming. Save me! I'm going t stop my laziness & carry on th facial treatment that i hasn't finished. For better complextion & better skin {:

Baby's now sleeping at home alrdy. His mama in th morning told him that tday he must g w them t g pay respects t his ahgong&ahma. But he doesn't feel like going since-d he said his 1st&2nd brother wasn't going. So he must g sleep. I shall be bored once-d again. Me & baby going t 1 year alrdy ! {: On th nxt month 7th. It's only going t be one year only if we don't count th date for th times we broke up. LOL;x

I'm off alrdy. T train my cabal or play audi. Cos, after my brother wakes up. I wouldn't be able t use th com anymore ): Bye! :D

2008-03-26T12:40:00.003+08:00

` & love is unpredictable {:

Hellos ! Above is my god-son's pictures. Baobei at my house edit dehs. Cute right all? She stayed at my house last night. & she was so naggy luh! Like auntie like that ._. I said liaos lorhs. Become mother liaos jiu like auntie. SMLJ SIOHS -.-

I had a big big quarrel w baby just now. But luckily got baobei help then we're finally fine alrdy. Baby's now sleeping inside my room. So boring, th 3 of us went t have supper last night. & it was baobei who treated us. She say it's a long time since she treat me eat. Lol;x Yeah, it's rly been a long time since-d she pregnant & gave birth t baby. {: We shall be united someday dehs :D

I'm tired alrdy. Haven't sleep yet. From tday onwards, 3 days one meal. I'm gonna suffer for th sweetness behind {: Alright, i'm off. Bye !

2008-03-25T10:55:00.002+08:00

` & i wonder if you rly love me though ..

I know why doesn't my posts appear alrdy. It's cos of that problematic skin laa. Then now i've t change back t th old skin alrdy. Nvm, as long as it doesn't gives me trouble when i'm blogging ._. I want a new skin ): Sobs, i'm tired of this skin alrdy! -.-

I've been crying eyt for th fucking whole night. I'm rly down. Now who wants t cheer me up? Has been quarreling w baby for th whole day. Yes, he asked : Is who started/want t quarrel. I admit is me what. Cos, he say he has t plan nicely for everything & yet! He plan. But, he put me at the last though. He hung up & he said later call me, guess what he did? He off his phone for th whole day from ytrd 12 midnight till now & he's still sleeping at the chalet. For th whole midnight, i've been finding xiaokid's & dandan's number just t find him. At first i finally manage t get xiaokid's number from th person whom doesn't want t be mentioned & it's baobei who helped me call up him. & I called up for serveral times, but yet no respond. Then, i couldn't find dandan's number. So i only could wait for fens t wake up just t get her number. Finally in th morning around 5? Fens woke up alrdy, i got dandan's number from her & called up. It's still no respond. At around 7 plus or 8 in th morning, xiaokid called back. I asked him t wake baby up. But baby doesn't want t wake up even when he knows i called up. I was so disappointed & angry lorhs, all i can was keep cry & cry. I rly don't know what t do alrdy. He said he'll call back, but he off his phone & went t sleep? What kind of thing he's doing now i don't even know seriously. I'm freaking angry & i don't even want t think about this matter now. Cos, once i think. I may get crazy. I wished i'm dead now somewhere. I couldn't imagine he was sleeping. Aw, nvm. This is what love is isn't it? Fuck. Brothers important ehs? Your ABK important ehs? He said he could do anything for me just t prove that he love me. I said okay lorhs, i want him out of ABK. Then he said he can, but i've t get out of AST toos. Wtf? It doesn't link. I don't wanna say anymore.

My sick is getting worst. Cos, my taste bud turns weris alrdy. When sick then you eat something will have different taste. Even when you smoke. Yuck. i feel like puking. My cabal is level22 alrdy. Anyways, it's been 2 days since i played audi. It's having maintainence now. Sick ==

Bye, i hate jasonhong ._.

2008-03-24T19:54:00.001+08:00

` & what hurts th most ..

I'm freaking boring now. I'm still sick -.- I've been eating alot alot this few days. & staying at home. Omg, getting fatter for goodness sake lerh. Save me somebody! This kind of actions, i think i should g find a doctor or whoever t sew up my mouth. So that i wouldn't be able t eat then{: I might be so happier if i don't eat anything.

I want t g for movies laa. Who has watched th orphanage alrdy? Can tag me t tell whether it's nice anot? If it isn't, then i shall not waste th money t g watch liaos. Ha. Baby want bring me g watch rule#1 dehs. But then people say behind very complicated. Like keep repeating. So i said i don't wanna watch alrdy.

Starting training cabal alrdy. Now level 16? :D Haha. Not rly fun laa. Play long lerhs very sians ley. But i nothing t do mahs. Somemore audi also sian liaos. Pukes * Wonder why so many people loves t play then. People jio-ed me PK. Then i lose! ): Sad laa. He level confirm higher then me one lorhs. He's like fuck. I didn't even make untill him, i was just doing my quest. He hit his mobs i hit mine mahs. He come ksksks. Cb. I g where he g where siahs. Doggy -.-

Had a rly big big tiff w baby tday. & i finally understands, i should never ever think of putting my bf infront of my sisters. Because, brothers seems t be more important then him. Sometimes, i don't even felt like he rly loves me though O.o Yucked. He's a big liar. Everything he promised. He isn't able t do it. Bluff dehs. Well, i've got nothing t say about him.

Going audi or cabal lerhs, byebyes! Fuck.

2008-03-24T00:45:00.002+08:00

` & Yo, fuckthlove.

I just woke up, & i'm seriously very angry over baby alrdy. Fuckhim laa. I waited for him t wake up till 5pm plus, then we chatted on th phone luhs. He has t g out w his family so he says he's going t bath & says after bath he'll msg me. I wait till i fell asleep & i woke up around 12 midnight. It's so fuck. I didn't receive a single msg nor calls from that cb. I msg him then keep scold luhs. Then he tell me he have taiji at an's chalet just talk finish. Then i say, wahs. You have taiji after you bath at your house ahs? Then he keep sorry. But i'm rly very angry. I said never promise me something when you couldn't even keep it. Fuckyou.

I was so hungry luhs. Baby still say he later abit will buy up for me. Buy ki dua lanpa laa. I sibey dulan now lorhs, i tell you laa. If your there people more important then me. Then why you g ahead & find another girl who wear same shirt as you. I'm sorry. I don't like th shirt that you're wearing. Too bad. He said sorry once & once-d again. & He repeat th same mistakes once & once-d again. I'm going t throw away everything ._. Now he still say : Is my wrong you don't believe me then nvm bahs.. SIAOLIANEH. You do wrong things still want talk t me like that ahs? I'm your gf horhs. They more important then g laa! KPKP;x

Don't say luh. I'm going t bomb now. Omfg. Why th katherine never reply siohs. Boring ley. I'm going t vest my anger on somebody alrdy. Maybe i throw cups on th floor. Or i g jump off th building better. NABEY CB UH!

Bye! :D

2008-03-23T14:41:00.003+08:00

` & this love shall be everlasting {:

Yawns! I finally got it done w th skin. I swear i would never change a skin myself again. It spend me 2 hours by just editing th background all that loh. Troublesome thing. I've change baby's photo down there. But.. Don't know why got white white one ley! Think th photo editor got problem bahs, nvm. Don't care. I like that photo luh ): Baby's taking th hellokitty. LOL;x

I'm sick i'm sick -.- Baby still haven't wake up ley. I want wait for him wake up then g sleep. But now also nothing t do liaos. I play cabal just now. Up 3 levels luh. Now level 7. LMFAO. It's rly kinda lame. Click here & there to walk then turn here & there t move th screen. Makes me dizzy. Vomit* I'm freaking hungry now. I wished baby was w me then. I fall asleep in th living room, he would bring me into th room. I'm hungry, he would buy food for me. My leg pain, he'll massage for me. Everything he do nice nice deh laa. But except when he sleeps. Rly kinda hate it alot ley. I always must make him till i tired then he can sleep one. LOL;x

I don't know what t do now. Maybe play psp? I played a game call what justice force? Don't know what laa. Must clear mission. Then shoot criminals. Lols. Damn cool. I very pro okay? Anyhow, act cute ;x Xiaobaobaos say we drifted ._. Nah, girl. We never laa. You dumb. Concentrate on your work & studies. Next week meet me loh {: Haha. Got time one mahs, i also won't die ._.

Alright, i'm off. & Katherine reply my tags ley! :D Bye!

2008-03-23T03:50:00.002+08:00

` & fuck th dogs aroundd :D

Whew, finally my brother went out. Time for me t blog. Haha. I noticed i hadn't been checking my friendster for at least going 1 week. & ZZZ. I'm sick. Lols;x Baby's fine alrdy. Haha.

Not blogging long tday, cos i got no strength t type more.

To katherine, hms, if you think i'm ugly. Why come my blog see me siahs. I know you like me laa. Don't lie. LOL;x You say i dog? Then you? Don't think you more like dog mehs? Don't want jio me come out talk still at there kpkp. More like dog bahs. & You think i;m ugly right. Then i would rly like t hear if anybody think i'm ugly around. Soooo, if you think you're much prettier then me. I rly want t see your picture. But th best is. I want t talk t you face t face then. Maybe not talk. You want 1-1? I anytime ley. I 256 charbor ah. No need you huanlo. If you think we here girls all very ugly. Then come whack us laa. Haha, i dare you come try ley. & It's none of my yanfen's buisness. You got what right t say about my yanfen ley? You don't want 1-1 w me or you want try w my yanfen? You think we very good t play? Anywhere anytime. I'll be waiting for your reply whether you want t come out anot. But if you don't want. I'm so sorry. I won't entertain kp dogs ty. I'm still a little puppy. HAHA :D

2008-03-22T06:16:00.003+08:00

` & weak weak weak )':

I came t blog again :D Cos, i'm too bored alrdy. Baby's now still at my house. He's down w fever laa. Kelian deh baby. I haven;t sleep yet. & i'm fainting soon. I cannot sleep laa ): I need t change th towel on his head for every 10-15 mins. My house no more panadols luh ;x Cos my brother sick for very long. Then eat finish liaos. So later i g down buy for him lorhs.

I think i'm going t cook for baby tday. Since-d he's sick laa. But he always say not nice -.- Who says so. Fen always sick eat my porriage also never say not nice luhs. She say it's nice. His appetite must be got problem dehs .___.

Baby's sick. Yet i'm still telling him i'm hungry. I rly is. Alright, end this post alrdy. I'm going bath then down t th market {: Loves.

2008-03-21T23:00:00.003+08:00

` & Aw, fuck thhhhh loved.

HAPPY 5TH MONTHS BABY :D

I'm sooo tired now ley, from ytrd till now i only slept for 3 hours? It's so tired, & i'm so bloated. Yet hungry after so many meals. My appetite is getting bigger. It even harder for a diet )': Sad laa! I want slim down for goodness sake! Please laa. ):

Baby's at my house now, he's been here for th whole day alrdy. He's good t accompany for th whole day laa, but now he's lying down again & i'm alone once-d again in th living room using th com. I totally forgotten about blogging tday, not cos of baby laa. Is just bcos i'm rly too tired t think so anything liaos -.- Yawns!

Cabalsea is lame. But i'm level 5 alrdy. LOL;x I nothing t do then g playplay lorhs. Learn 3D games more mahs, but must tured here turn there makes me dizzy. ZZZ. My ign is xSIAOLIANEH. If you're lucky, then you might be able t see me somewhere inside channel7. Cos, i don't login often unless i'm rly bored. Trying t faster get 1000 hearts for audi couple. But now still 800 plus only. After 1000 i'm going back t maple i think. Unless i don't feel bored w maple. Cos, i still think audi is better though O.o

Alright, i'm going inside audi liaos ._. New tags will be replied later on, as i'm tired now. Bye!

2008-03-20T21:55:00.003+08:00

` & you were my everything ..

I'm back i'm back! Not gona say abt this afternoon & evening, anyways, th above pic is i forced baby t take w my dearest kitty {: Cute right him. LOLLOLLLL;x

But i'm gonna say something bout morning, abt 10plus. Me & baby waited 1 hours & a half for a CAB. Motherfucking cb luh. All hired or on call one. Or changing shift. Angry right? Then i wait till i want faint liaos. Keep want vomit. ;x BLEAH.

Then, when i reached back yishun abt 7pm. Baby's at home sleeping alrdy. I tried my luck t walk pass funland t see whether fens they all there. Didn't intend t call up them cos i'm very tired. Just see if they were there anot then pei them awhile {: Then, there were not there. Kinda sian luhs. But after that. I walked pass 203 there, saw a little girl squatting infront of me. I thought is who siahs, like siaodingdong. Then it was fens! She jumped up & say BOO. Lols;x Suck a big group there lorhs. Then i say paikia ah. Don't like that ley, i scare scare. Lols;x But i'm rly happy laa. It's been so long i didn't see such a big group tgt alrdy. I still rmb th past. It's rly fun. Now everybody has yet changed for th better. But we're still tgt. Lack of baobei. Then it shall be completed alrdy. Baobei say when baby bigger, she bring baby come down funland then slack w us. But long long one time luh. People also mother liaos mahs. :D But i'm contented enough. Everyone's so united. Somehow, people change but hearts don't. Fens still my best sister. {:

I'm now at home eating AGAIN -.- My mama's porkmince & fishcake porriage. It's th best :D I rly love this. But everything she cooks is best. Tday th porriage suits my appettie. As i'm rly not feeling well. My stomach's keep so bloated. But i feel hungry though. Aw.

I shall miss baby like fuck. & Of cos , i miss my CHUJIE & ORANGE DIDI :D Goodbye!

EDIT-

Baby's still sleeping for so long everyday, i'm going t die of bored luh;x I tried bombing his phone, but it seems, it doesn't works. Cos.. I've alrdy bomb going over 30 calls liaos. Yet he still doesn't wake up. Ohmy. Somebody save my stomach right now! )': I'm so lonely without you ass.

2008-03-20T09:05:00.002+08:00

` & i hate th way bad guys treat bad girls ):

Boohoo! I'm so bored now at krislan. I can't play audi anymore cos my hand is rly pain alrdy. Me & baby played audi for at least going t be 3 hours alrdy luh bahs ._. & I don't know why it's so pain. Maybe it's cos i didn't sleep & i used seriously alot strenght on my wrist. & It's fucking pain now. Help )': Then couldn't play audi anymore. Went t maple. But it's bored also. Sianed.

Anyways, a girl at audi. Not able t rly show her name or ign up here. But kyrene & serene should be able t know who she is. Whenever baby online or what, she'll keep pm him luh;x & Keep calling him asking him this & that. Somemore so irritating can? Yucked. I rly hate her. But anyways, i told baby. If we get married, i see you call simi dua lanpa laas. Lols;x That girl. Is a real bitch. I rly rly hate hate hate hate her ! ><

I'm growing fatter & fatter alrdy. Baby keep feed me w breakfast, lunch, dinner plus SUPPER. & our supper is those fast food dehs. Everyday's so bloated luh;x Haiyoh. If like that continue, i might be a super big fatty! Sadsad. I don't wanna be a fatty! Helphelp! I'm fat like fuck alrdy. Somebody or someone, who has any magic. Pleaseeee turn me into damn slim can? :DD

Nothing t post about luh ;x Goodbyes ! :DD

2008-03-19T22:40:00.002+08:00

` & th night's rly cold ..

Omg, finally t blog. I've been sleeping for th whole day alrdy. Cos my brother whole day using com also mahs. Anyways, i quarreled w th fucking baby. Then now he say sorry luh. He want meet me. At first he shouted say when i want meet then call him lorhs. Cos i keep don't want meet him mahs. But i fucking angry ley. Meet his dua lan pa uhs! Then nvm. I said before 11pm he must reach my house. If not no need come in. Then he say he try his best luhs. But i'm rly rly serious. Cos i'm soooooooooooo angry i swear! FUCK __

I don't know what t blog about. Actually going baobei's niang jia see her & baby dehs. But quarreling w baby so in th end didn't g. Purelight dear called t meet up also. But i fell asleep. Blah ;x I miss baobei's baby. & Her of cos. Anyways, i told her that we quarreled then she confirm always say don't quarrel. Diaos -.- Then she said me & baby alrdy planned hao th future alrdy. Then i said : Now he dont want answer my calls & reply my msg. Plan his dua lanpa laa! Lols;x I think back liaos keep want laugh. Baobei then said don't quarrel. Ta bai one laa. She no more things t say alrdy. Auntie jiu shi auntie laa {:

Going in audi liaos {: Goodbye all ! :D

2008-03-18T23:52:00.002+08:00

` & i rock people's world :D

Yo! I wake up alrdy {: Baby just went home toos. We were fucking tired tday. As we didn't sleep then morning went t krislan straight. Aw, went home. Then dotcom was at my house also. Then baby ate his honey stars, after that ordered pizza hut. Ate then went t sleep. Lols;x

Baby snore so loud lorhs. Keep wake me up. For 3 times okays? Guess he must b too tired alrdy. So nevermind. & When i woke up. Kyrene, & kenny was here toos :D I went t living room smoke. Then, my bro was playing cabal. Lols;x He everyday PKPK. I tried playing. So lame luhs. Then i g wake baby up. He attitude me luhs. But nevermind. He angry i happy. Lols;x When he angry damn cute one leys. Then, he woke up pei me. So good right? He's getting rly rly better alrdy {: Then we talked about alot of things, then my brother's birthday mahs, too late. No movies. Sians, then they decided t g chambers. But i don't rly like there. So i don't want t g luhs.

Baby then bath-ed. Then he went home. Lols;x I'm now chatting w baobei & kaiyuan on msn. Then my mother damn freaking kp. Keep kpkpkpkpkp ._. Noisy like fuck. ZZZ. Ohyahs, those laolan kia on tagboard. Omg, so fucking hum siahs. I on them bishan talk alrdy. Then they don't dare reply? Wtf. But it's not on my board laa. I don't wanna say it's on who's blog. Cos i don't want later make till th person's blog tagboard fucking alot ppl talking. So complicated. Anyways, since-d they alrdy don't want reply. I shall wait. Aiyahs. i anytime. :D

G talk on msn liaos. Goodbye {:

2008-03-18T09:50:00.002+08:00

` & i don't like suckers {:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY T MY BROTHERRRR :D

Hellos, i'm soooo sad that i couldn't manage t blog ytrd. Cos, i woke up around 9 plus in th night. Then received xuejun's msg. Steady laa girl. I love you. Was about t blog when my brother came back & he wants t use com. So i let him use lorhs. I just wake up very blur then need t entertain those crazy girls at tagboard. Hai. Hum then hum. Yishun girls may look innocent. Want come i anytime sure on you all deh. I alrdy said don't waste my time. Want jiu come out talk. No need at tagboard kpkp like fcking cb like that -.- Anyways, now blogging at krislan. I'm w my baby {:

Alrights, then kyrene & kenny came over. 12am luh! We all said happy birthday t my brother. Then, serene came toos. She permed her hair. So cute laa. Then my brother open th door for her. She couldn't find cake at that time so she brought a little cheesecake from 7-11. & Candles, with pokeeeeeee {: LOL! Then we sang happy birthday song. My mama was singing toos. Lols. So cute right? I was soooo hungry at that time. I keep wanting t eat laksa ):

Then baby came over & brought laksa for me. Thank god 233 kopitiam was 24 hours. & Got laksa luhs ;x Baby came. At first was okays, But we quarreled 2 times. Behind one we nearly broke up though. But it's okay alrdy. Then knew what? This time i only cried once. I'm a strong girl ain't i {: Let's keep this love everlasting :D

Audition is having matienence now. Sian luhs, i don't know what t do either.

REPLY TAG FOR HONGJI : Jiji ahs, i'm going back maple next month alrdy. After i finish all my audi thing, i shall come back pei you liaos {: LOVES x3

GOODBYEEEEE {:

2008-03-17T00:00:00.005+08:00

` & you're so kp leys {:

I'm backs ! Met up with brothers & sisters. But, not all in this photo. Th rest was buying things then we took this pic. So cute right my yanfen {: Loves her laas. Gonna post short for tday. Cos kinda tired alrdy. Alright.

Today baby went t his mother there work one day. Then i didn't know also till i wake up then know ): Sad, Till 9pm leys. So i called up melmel. & Asked him want come out anot. He say he meeting yanling. Then i say anything lorhs. So we went down t funland. & MY PHONE IS SPOILED ): People call me cannot hear. Only they can hear what i say. Th only thing t let me hear is using ear piece or loud speaker. Need t find extra phone then send my phone t repair liaos ): Heartbroken ): Fens they all came. Then we went foodcourt for dinner.

Me & melmel shared this mini steamboat. & It's tomyam! So nice xP This few days i keep wanting t eat spicy food laa. Then fens & shilin come drink our soup. Keep say nicenice. ;x Then fens sit there drink till half she said : WAH! Hen la leys. Lols. Then i keep laugh. Haha.

Baby's so sweet. He said he has a surprise for me. & When i met him at funland after our dinner. I saw this hellokitty blanket! Damn cute right?! Th whole world knows what t buy for me. Once they say, Oh what t buy for diana. Then they'll surely think of hellokitty :D HAHA :D

Noticed - This small little thing also baby brought for me deh. It's damn cute i tell you. You think it's a mini hellokitty stuff toy? It isn't! Th two hands has two buttons, One for record. One for replay. You press & hold on t the record button. Then you can say something. & You press th replay button. & It'll replay what you say! So cute right? Omg, I'm fucking love my baby. LOVELOVELOVE :DDDDD

Baby & me was actually going watch movie. But tday sunday. No more tickets luh ;x Then he came my house. We ate pizza hut for supper. Th star shape is hashbrown. Cool laa. Haha. We're going for cable car ride on tuesday :D Woohoos !

Here i'm off t rest. Bye ! {:

2008-03-16T02:19:00.004+08:00

` & th thing sucks most is this isn't it?..

I just woke up then, & I'm here t entertain those lame peoples trying t think their so perfect on a blog tagboard! Omg, so cool right? Aiyahs, i alrdy put place liaos. You want faster inform me th time. Then come out talk see who kp lorhs, think i friendly friendly sibey good t play with isit? I'm not in a good mood tday esp ._. FUCK.

Yawns, this is th post for 15.03.08, & late blogging again cos, ytrd baby came back 4 plus in th midnight t my house again mah. Then he says he going down t bunk find somebody in audi that keep jio people g bunk. & He wants me accompany him g. & I said alright, so we both didn't slept. & 8 plus in th morning, head t krislan first. I was sooooo hungry luh. I keep shout inside krislan LAKSA, LAKSA. Cos i rly wanted t eat laksa. ): Seriously. Then, i used th feather duster g di siao them then shout laksa at their faces. LOL! Damn funny deh. Then orki bueytahan me, he shouted t baby : Tiantiantian! Please bring your gf g eat laksa! Lols ;x Funny right? Everybody was laughing like mad cows luh. Look at th pictures. Orki says : It's dusty. Don't play please. LMFAOS! -.- Th pictures is abit dark. Cos krislan is dark =x LOL.

I didn't get t eat my laksa either. Baby say i keep at there say laksa. Like so freak out by me. & he attitude me say okay laa, g eat laa. Then of cos i say don't want laa! Lame. So we carryed-on t bunk at what time you know? 10.15am i think? & When we reached bunk, was abt 11 plus. Cos we took bus. Then we went down bunk see got who. After me & baby smoke first. & We went ps for lunch. Justin & Darren didi both called up me. & They came over food court t find me & baby also :D I thought th food court have laksa. But in th end ): Don't have. So i ate fishball noodles dry. I change th fishballs into meatballs. & Look at th meatballs. It's soooo small right? Seriously it is. Even justin & dead didi says so. & I would rather g kopitiam eat then. It's only 2.50 - 3 bucks for one lorhs. At least th meatballs are bigger. & I brought it for $3.80. But nevermind. Baby ate western food. Always deh laa him. So lame. After eating. We went down &&&& - I saw this charity elephant. A person was wearing th elephant costume. I went t talk to it! LOL:D Damn cute luh. & I still take picture with it lorhs. But i don't feel like posting it. Th light up there makes me damn freaking ugly. Due t never sleep. & My dark eye rings are getting worst ):

Went back bunk there. Then th -im-CONDOM come liaos. Baby g talk t him then i keep di siao at th side. I said : Boy ah, Why tuck in your shirt? Why your pants wear so high. I also want wear leys. Why you never shave? EEEE. Lols. Abve is th pictures of him. If any people playing audi don't like him. This two pictures might help alot t you guys :D

I keep want g home liaos cos i going faint like that. My eyes are small & it's closing. But i still stay there. Alright, i saw my daidai darling. Then we sat outside bunk & slack. Plus didi they all also there. Abve are my 3 didis. I'm glad that orange didi made friends with justin & darren. At least he wouldn't be so bored {: Not like me. Hah. Baby was talking abt things. Don't know what thing laa. So i never g care also. Then talk till so long. After then, he said g up smoke. So we went up smoke luhs. & I'm also waiting for my jolene nuerh. She was late like for 2-3 hours for her piercing. Blah ;x

When she came, bring-ed her into toilet & i don't know which shp she brought th studs from. Lip studs should be smaller & shorter. While tongue studs should be longer. Problem is. Her friend want t pierce her lips at th first. Then i saw that 2 of their studs were th actual size & length. Let's g burn down th shop. It's okay for lips. But tongue, nah. May be a lil difficult. So bobian. hen i helped her pierced, & It's okay, But while i'm on th train home. ZZ. She msg-ed said her stud dropped out. What i'm most afraid was this. Fucking shop ._.

I tell you this. I'm seriously so angry becos of this thing laa, baby promised t bring me back since i'm tired & that's what he promised luhs ;x & You know what he did anot? Cos of that problem, he need t bring down that guy t bugis for ahan, in case that guy run away. Then how? He threw-ed me alone at dhobygaut & I went back myself ALONE. Fucking cb. He keep saying sorry, what i beg you all that. I don't even want t care luh. This time he threw me alone i wasn't at home ley please. Lanpa thingy. & Somemore was at around town area! & He just threw-ed me there & Say sorry. Wtf is this laa. I cannot take it ley. How could any girl take this. He said he promise me rly this time he is serious t promise. But i told him i don't need his promises. It's all fake isn't it. Please, i'm fucking dulan.

Left kimleng, right chujie. Both my cute cute didi uhs. Chujie didi send me this pic when he online cos he want me help him edit pic. So i decided t post it up & let you all see all my didi are cute yeah? Taahaas ! :D

GOODNIGHTS ! x3

2008-03-15T01:22:00.002+08:00

` & please let me live in peace ):

Omgomg, let me say abt my tags for tday first. As for tday due t my board was flooded. So there was a little problem for me t reply my tags very quickly. Plus there was 3 PASSERBY. I think they wouldn't be able t see clearly what i replied. So i decided to reply all th tags here EXCEPT for those i've alrdy replied at their blog.

-jpg : Not bad is not bad luhs ;x But i just don't like studying.

-passerby who asked whether i sell hicards : I'm don't sell hicards -.-

-passerby who asked what programme i used t edit my pics : I used photoflitre ;D

-passerby who asked if i got pierce my lips : Yeah. I got pierce lips, but i took out alrdy.

-passerbyyy : Like after piercing tongue, Keep away seafood & spicy stuffs for 1 week. & Rmb to keep clean tongue & stud. In case infection ;D

A person's named -. : I could send you my blog song if you want :D

Alright, that's all alrdy. & Tiffany your reply is at my board. Can scroll down & see.

Whew, finally could blog alrdy. I didn't get t use com for t whole entire day because. My brother was using th com laa. But it's alright. I woke up & bath then i went t play with psp alrdy. I don't even think of com untill i thought of my blog tags & posting. Duh. I miss my blog alright? & I say again. Once again i repeated. PLEASE, don't flood my blog. It makes me reply tags difficultly. I don't mind actually if it doesn't get complicated. Haha.

I didn't went out tday except when baby came over my house just now & we went down t buy my dinner. Ate mac for dinner tday. Omgomg, Fatfat. Nevermind. Just one meal. Haha. Baby's now at krislan. He later abit then come back again. He's a game freak. Blah ;x Weisheng told me t go get pregnant too. Omg, boy you must be mad. Pregnant make girls fat okayyy?! & I haven't 16 yet please :D

End of post. My eye is pain & my head is giddy after replying those complicated tags liaos. Ohmy. I still got friendster haven't reply th comments. Argh. Goodbye! :D

2008-03-13T19:34:00.003+08:00

` & i'm freaking not pleased with you :/

Alrights, Passerby wants th piercings prices ;D Th picture below is me. Cos i don't have any other piercings photo which is nice -.- My tongue piercings is 2 in 1 roll {:

These are th prices for studs supplied :

For lips : $15

For tongue : $20

& These are th prices for NO studs supplied :

For lips : $10

For tongue : $15

Back over to blogged. I slept at 11 plus in th morning & woke up just now around 7.15pm. & YET. That jasonhong haven't wake up from his beauty sleep. If i rly cannot take it luh. I'm going to off my phone & don't let him find me. Hai. My gastric is damn pain now. I don't want to eat. I want a diet diet diet )): Blahblah ;x

Sometimes, i wonder how could some people be so slim & yet me so fat ! Argh. I want to slim down seriously. & i'm ugly ;x Sadded. Yawns, i got nothing much more to blog liaos {: Byes.

Thankyou PEIQI for supporting :D

2008-03-13T09:15:00.002+08:00

` & why does time pass so slow when we've alrdy planned?

Alrights, now is morning right? If i'm not wrong. Because i'm seriously having a bad headache. & i think i'm going to die if i don't go for a rest soon. But, i want to wait for baby to wake up. I bet it's in th night alrdy. But i think i shall stay awake till th time i cannot alrdy then i shall sleep ):

Anyways, peiqi asked if i'm going to poly. Omg girl. I'm thinking in my heart you must be crazy ;x I seriously don't do well in studies & all i can say is i quitted school is because i'm enough of their rules. Moreover, i don't like to study. That's th reason girl. Plus, you're not th first one who has asked alrdy {: Omg, you all think so highly of me. Don't please, i will be proud. LOL;x I'm joking. Morning entertainment. Haha. People asked & asked again. Th same answer i gave them i just don't like to study. So what's wrong with quitting school? & Don't ask me why & why again & again. EXCEPT FOR PEIQI. But i knows she won't ask laa. She'll understand {: But for peoples who don't understand what i'm talking abt. I tell you all. It's my choice & it's so simple. I know in singapore, without a cert, a person's = useless. That's how this goverment of this society do their things. It's so not th right way. They never ever think of what if some other people don't even have th money for education? Blah ;x I'm freak out. Anyways, outsiders which are thinking they rly understand me & want to get close me. I'm friendly as a friend. But you outsiders, don't ever say that i've choosen a wrong guy because he's bad. I tell you. I'm neither a good girl. If you provoke me then. I might whack you. I'm speaking th fact. Cos, this is my attitude. & i know myself well that, i don't have a very good attitude either. That's why i don't like you outsiders to be so kpo abt my bf & me. It's my life not you all. If you all are not happy with my life, why don't you come kill me & live on for me then? Speak till soooooo -.- !#%^&*&%^%%$$#@ Make me damn dulan. Well, once you know me. I bet i must be nice. But once you climb onto my head, that's it. I do bite sometimes. & esp for now. These times are th times that i'm changing for th better. So if you're th long long time one i've hit. Then grats! You must be lucky. :D Aw, Finally get to say so much things i wanted to say out. Those people just think they rly understand me. I don't like these peoples. & Ofcos, except for peiqi {: She's loves penguins too! :DDDDD

I'm sooo tired. Baby came over just now. & Before he came over. We had a big quarrel. He actually said i never " WEI TA ZHAO XIANG ". & i told him. So you always think i'm this kind of girl. I'm rly hurt by his words. So much things i've done for him & yet in th end i got back was this sentence. I was sooo speechless & i could only wait for my tears to drop. But today. I'm much more stronger. At least i didn't cry like mad. Just a few drops of tears. Because i'm learning to be independent {: He said sorry. & he knew i wasn't feeling well so he came over :D But we had a quarrel again ): Then i was holding on my tears. But i didn't manage to hold it on this time. I cried out. Then baby said : Don't always keep cry. See your eyes swollen liao. Haha. But i just couldn't stop untill he kissed me & said he loved me. Anyways, we were planning. To get married after my birthday when i'm 16. But. My mum ruined it all. She just doesn't allows. Hai. So baby said maybe we wait till 18. Then we shall go for R.O.M :D May we last & wish all th best to us. {: Goodbye !

2008-03-12T22:47:00.002+08:00

` & i want to decided my own life ><

If you all people know. Singapore's law, is only stating that. Pregnancy below 16 is is consider as underage then. But onced 16, means. It's isn't breaking th law anyway. & Law didn't say before. A girl under 16 can't be in a relationship. My mum keep saying about my friends ugly, Husbad not handsome. People love can liao. She huan lo so much for? Then i don't let her see baby & me photos, Cos i want some privacy also. & She said my baby is ugly! So what? I argue with her & said. Stop saying people husband or bf ugly or what laa. I ownself i like can alrdy. No need your comments. Then she say then who say i can have a boyfriend at this age? I said nobody says. But law didn't says i can't. Then she keep quiet lorhs. Then say want ground me at home so that i couldn't meet baby. But it's impossible. My future. I decide for my own. My life. Is my own. Doesn't means she gave birth to me, means my whole life is hers. She's so selfish. Even i want to get married at th age of 16. She could stop. But i don't care also. She don't let me 16 marry then i wait 2 years later 18 i go lorhs. That time she don't even has to approve for me. HAHA! I just likes to do something that she doesn't like. XP

I noticed that 580i has a new colour. Which is pink. Look damn sweet luh. But too bad. I just change phone not yet half a year. & It's impossible to change now sinced i ain't working. & I need a job rly badly. If i don't have a job, Baby's going NS soon. & I ight be very very lonely. So i need a job soon. & Of cos. A job for pay & for shopping :D & I want a dog laa! Blah ;x

I tell you. My baby slept from ytrd midnight 4 plus to tday's 9 plus in th night. He's so fucking pig right? & i seriously hates th time he sleeps. Sucks luh ;x He never even think his baby ME is down there waiting for him to wake up. & I slept around 10 plus in th morning i woke up 7 plus in th night. Thank god i'm not a pig like him. So while waiting, Was playing with mum's PSP SLIM. Blah ;x Her's purple, not nice ley. I like red one nicer :D Teehees.

Don't know what to blogged abt luh ;x Since tday never go out. Anyways, May be going to zoo next month with baby :D Haha ! So cute rights? I want t see my penguin {: Anyways, BYE ! :D

2008-03-12T06:57:00.002+08:00

` & i know you're th future husband of mine {:

Hellos, finally to blog. th thing to do always when i reach home :D

I reached home abt 12 plus in th midnight. & My brother was using th computer. So i didn't manage to blog on time. & Have to blog in th morning. Blah ;x Since i'm not tired so i decided to wait for him to use finish lorhs. Anyways, baby threw me alone & Went to sleep mah. ;x

Alrights, i went to funland & meet up with fens, shien, peisi, yanjin, shilin, charmaine & meiying. Today got taiji laa. Then fens ask me go down. Of cos i will go. She's my best sister laa. Haha, anyways, Those people. Fuck? Want us wait so long. But in th end people also touch liaos. Haha. After that slacked outside np mac. Didn't meet baby cos he was at crossfire. With joel i think. Then he went home & we chatted on th phone with baobei. She tmr is going to discharge from th hospital alrdy. Congratulations baobei. Finally can fetch baby home liaos ! :D

I hate jason hong. Blah ;x He's forever tired. I'm off liaos. Nothing much more to blog abt. Anyways, I'm going to zoo next month :D & cable car this week or next week :DDDD ! Byes!

2008-03-11T09:45:00.002+08:00

` & i love you th most :DD

I've done with th editing of pictures alrdy. Haha. I found out that it's been a long time since i edit my pics rly. & I've know that my skills have gone missing. All th pics i edited seems strange then. Not nice uhs? I know. Passerbyyy is so early today ahs :D LOL;x

Baby has went home alrdy. We hadn't got a good sleep for th whole night. Calls keep coming. His keep pushing me. He said i pulled th blanket. Aw, whatever. His father mother brothers like all call him lorhs. Cos he going 2 days never go home liaos. but i'm rly happy that baby can don't go home because of me luh ;x Cos he never even tries to accompany me for th whole entire day without playing game ley. I got it once-d. & I'm contented luh. But doesn't means he can always play game ahs. Anyhow. LOL;x Off i go back to sleep luh. Nights people. Muah x3

2008-03-10T22:03:00.006+08:00

` & sisters are always th number one in my heart then ..

Lols ;x When hospital today with baby. To see my baobei. See, she keep on saying she be mother liaos very xinfu. Want take picture of her & baby also don't want. Cos she say she very ugly ._. Wtf lorhs she. Look at my god-son. Cute uhs. Look more like kaiyuan ley ;D LOL;x Anyways, we went to hospital basement for lunch. & one fish & chips plus GST charges was $8.50. & It wasn't very nice too. Fucking expensive right? Omffffgg ._. After hospital i pei-ed baby go cut his hair. Then sooo cute luh he cut till. It's nicer. Cos his's previous hair was too long & thick. Don't have th shape liaos. Just a little trim is perfect ;D Haha.

Then we carryed on to meet baby's friend. Cos he wasnt put anggong mahs. We went lao yishun at first. Too many people so i called up yuezhen darling & We went up her house find her brother help baby's friend put luh ;x Haha. Put finish then went home luh -.-

Now baby's at my house. He actually wanted to go home deh. Then i said tmrs i not meeting him i want him pei me. I thought he wouldn't want ley. In th end he say okay lorhs! :DD So tonight he's staying at my house then. Loves baby laa. Anyways, Going to sleep liaos. Ytrd till now me & baby haven't sleep ley. Haha. Thanks for all passerby, & PEIQI ofcos. Haha. They're always there & then. BYES ! :D

2008-03-09T23:53:00.001+08:00

` & i rly need you by my side ..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YUWEN DARLING :D

PLUS

GRATS BAOBEI'S BABY BORNED OUT {:

2008-03-09T08:11:00.003+08:00

` & you'll nvr noticed i'm lonely anyway ..

Yawns, so freaking tired now. Changed my blog's song. It's th second one for today. Lols! I found this one nicer. So i decided to change to this one instead. I got this one if you all think it's nice. For th previous plus previous one. Th title : HouHui. I still didn't manage to download it. But anyway, when i have that song. I'll post it & let you guys know i have it & then please submit your msn address at my tagboard. So that i could send you all ;D Haha. I'm kind okay? Lols;x

Baby came over to my house. He brought mac. A chicken burger meal up-sized with an addition of 9 pieces nugget ._. But i didn't want to eat. So i ate about half packet of th fries & 1 nugget only. Th rest he finished all. Omg, he's a pig isn't he? Well, he seriously is. He said he wanted to watch series. I was rly sooo tired. Yet i accompany him to watch it. But .. He said he's tired & wanted to rest. I was so angry luh ;x Then he was joking with me ._. But when he jokes. He's showing attitude. Ofcos i cannot take it laa. So i scold him lorhs. Then he said : play play must so serious meh? Then i replied : you also so serious untill must attitude. Then he don't want care abt me luh ): & I whack him up :D LOL! I keep on using my fists to whack his back. & I was rly angry what. So i used my full strength to hit luh ;x & Abt 3 mins i hitted he keep cough untill like want vomit evrything out. Cos i hitted his back. Omg, i was like so guilty lorhs. I want sayang his back for him then he ask me go away. I apologised ._. But he said when you beat me also won't say sorry. Then i say i always used fists & he say it's massaging, So i hit lorhs. Then he say this time i confirm used up full strength. Then i keep quiet. Cos it's th fact that i'm in th wrong. He say he wanted to rest only. Cos he's coughing badly. I allowed then. But he slept then. I tried to wake him up still. He shouted at me say don't little things then keep wake me up ley! I so heart-broken lorhs. Wth. So nvm. I went to watched my show. & Let him sleep for abt 2 hours & A half. I knew when he wakes up he need to go home. But i thought of like accompany me 5 minutes i also very happy luh. But he didn't then. He said he was tired & He wanted to go home. I was like so disappointed. I have such a cruel boyfriend instead. & I said to him this. I found it very very logical. I said : I don't let you sleep, you say you tired. I let you sleep, you also say you tired. Stupid right him? He's finding excuses only laa. When i wake him up, I still kissed him & say if i'm married to you now then good. Evryday wake up can see your cute face sleeping. Lols;x But he didn't give any respond though. But nvm, He loves me :D

Baobei is now at hospital alrdy. Kaiyuan told me she's giving birth around midnight. Wonder how thing's going over there now alrdy. Has she given birth i don't know yet toos. But anyways, baobei. Be strong in giving birth. Don't be scare. AI ZAI :D I'm here supporting you then. JIAYOUUUUUUUUUU :D

I'm going sleep after baby reach home. Off i go liaos ;x GOODBYE :D

2008-03-08T22:00:00.003+08:00

` & i never think of letting go then ..

Boos ._. I just bath finished. Blah ;x Today is weekend yet i'm staying at home like fuck. Boring, Th more i stay at home. Th fatter i think i'm. OMGOSHHHH ! I'm starting a diet again luh. But my gastric is getting worst liao. One day eat one meal also can pain untill like crazy fellow -.-''' Pain till i die uh ;x LOL. Joking laa. Anw, Baby is outside, & I'm trap in home then ._. Woke up at 7 pm plus. But cannot say i pig, Cos i slept at 1 plus in th afternoon :D

He went grandlink >.< Then he say he going to krislan ton bahs ;x Also don't know what he talking either. But he promised he cannot ton at grandlink without me there. This is what he promised luh ;x Hope he will keep his words bah. I'm sooooo bored. & i miss my baby )': I need him now soooooooo badly luh.

My baobei water bag burst luh! -.- & She angry of kaiyuan or what laa. Kaiyuan call me say she don't want go give birth. Omg, Baobei ah. Water bag burst liao don't act cute liaos laa. Faster go give birth. She so stubborn lorhs. When kaiyuan called me up ahs. he ask her answer th phone. She was like screaming here & There say she don't want answer. Omfg. I bet she's mad. Her baby's going to be shocked when he borns out. ZZZ. Anyways, Jiayou baobei on giving birth. Your baby PAIKIA laa. LOL;x Whatever. I'm going to buy alot hellokitty for your baby. Loves!

I'm going to watch my show alrdy. Rly nothing to do. Goodbye & Fuck :D

2008-03-08T10:12:00.002+08:00

` & You know i always rely on you ..

Yeah! Finally to blog. I haven't sleep yet. I don't know why though. I'm tired but just couldn't sleep. So i went to edit my blogskin & All. I didn't change actually. I only changed th background & Th borders, That's why it looks different. But anyway, I Spend almost 2 hours on this & My eyes are closing alrdy then. Still, I don't feel like sleeping. I want to watch my show laa ._.

I went out ytrd midnight to baby's house. Okay i tell you all. I manage to go bath at 10pm to rush for th last bus to eunos at 11.40pm. But you know what? I missed it. I have alrdy made my things quicker then th normal days. But i went out at 11.30pm & Was at my house there deh bus stop stoning for bus to bring me to interchange. But i know it's no use liaos. Was so sad. Couldn't bring myself quicker to see baby. Hai. Then i quarreled with baby. I cried alone at th stairs. & It was creepy. So i went down & Walk around alone. Baby ask me go home. I keep say don't want. so he hung up first. He was angry i bet. Yes he was -.- Then while i was sitting down somewhere around that place. Baby called, he said i rly don't want go home ahs? Then i say yahs. Why ley? Then he say i very stubborn ;x So he said : You take cab come. I pay. Then i actually don't want deh. Don't waste money mahs. I got money also won't take midnight cab. From yishun to eunos with midnight charges is 23-25 bucks okays? It soooo a waste of money. But baby said : If you don't want come then next time don't need come also lorhs. He say till like that luh, I got choice meh? Somemore i rly missed him then. Went his house we quarreled again, & Then a broke up given to me. I was crying down by th stairs & He keep asking me questions. I don't want to answer cos i don't even know how to! & He shouted damn fucking loud i tell you. He shouted : Can you don't always keep cry anot?! I said before what. I'm not a good girlfriend. I only know how to cry then. After then, I cried till my breathing cannot go properly. Stupid. I got something like so called asthma which happened after something that i couldn't say out luh ;x Anyways, Baby carried me back into his house. & He did say sorry. He say he was just angry. Partly was my fault too. Because everytime when he's at my house or i'm at his house, he wouldn't get to have a good sleep. I would keep waking him up like pinching his nose. Pull his leg & Hands. All that luh. Then make him very angry. I know will make him angry but i always still make deh. Because, He at my house must morning go back. I at his house also morning go back. Then why don't spend time with me first then can sleep liaos. So simple thing i wanted but he wouldn't just understand. But he's seriously a good boyfriend i know. I know he changed alot. But people do change. He change to th worst. That's all. Blah ;x It sucks. But he say i couldn't stick to him so much. Then he say something damn funny uh. He say when he go NS i how ley? Every night go his camp wake him up ah! Lols ;x So cute right him? Yeah, he's right, I've been thinking also. But is he th one who made me stick with him so much what. Cos, I know without him. I'm feeling insecure. & Without him. I've no one to turn to then. So i seriously cannot lose him ):

Enough of blogging. I go watch my 斗牛要不要 luh :D Byebyes! & Nah, I'm good. I'll fuck your ass. LOL! Joking. Loves !

2008-03-07T07:28:00.002+08:00

` i know i always could count on you {:

Hello. I'm here to say i'm getting much more better alrdy. It was worst just now. Thanks for baby's hug. I'm rly better :D I know i can always always rely on him :D

Baby came over my house. & Then. We watch series, & My stomach cramps were getting worst. Baby helped me apply oil. Was better then. But still cramping now. That makes me couldn't sleep. Hai. Baby say he wanted to rest, So he rest first & I continue watch my series. In th end. After i watched finished my series. I woke baby up. Cos my stomach's rly rly pain. I couldn't take it. So i wanted to tell him. But he raised his voice at me. I was crying alone at th side while he's sleeping. So nevermind. I decided i should wake him up. Cos he's going back soon alrdy. So i wanted him to accompany for a little while more. & He get fustrated & Went out to th living room & Lie down then. I then, Know nothing but cry inside my room. Alright. So ofcos i went to th living room to find him. He gets more angry. He said why couldn't i let him sleep well. He said he slept for 2 hours only for 2 days. Yeah i know about this. But i'm in pain. I only wanted him to accompany me for that little while more. So he say he wanted to go. & I cried & Cried bitterly. He hugged me & He said he want to go. I said, Cannot. Cos he haven't give me his goodbye kiss & He wanted to go. But i didn't tell him. Then he raised his voice again on me saying : Okay laa. I don't go lorhs! I be your robot laa! Then i keep cry & Cry sitting down on th floor. I couldn't explain with words at that time. & I only know how to cry. He came to hugged me saying what i want him to do. I keep cry. Cos i don't dare to say. Then he said if i'm to continue to be speechless. he's going off alrdy. So i told him th simple thing i wanted before he go off. Then i say like that got wrong meh? Then he say in low tone why didn't i told him earlier. But i just couldn't make my mouth to talk. Cos i was just too down though. He stayed. & He said he's sorry. It isn't his fault anyway. I only know how to cry when things happen between me & Him. Yet i don't talk. When he went off. I swear this is th ever sweetest goodbye kiss. & I'm contented alrdy:D Anyways. He's well asleep now. I don't blame anything on him. & I know i hadn't made th wrong choice either. Somehow. I've learned how to give & Take on him :D & I could always count on him then. Ohyah! We're going to sit cable car next week! WEEEEEE~ So enxious :DDDD

I'm going to work harder for jobs. Any jobs intro anybody? If have mind tag me {: I'm looking for sales anywhere. It's fine with me at town area including bugis street but please be air conditioned place if it's not bugis street :D This isn't overboard isn't it. Haha.

Marshmallow. You're my good friend & Hearer then. Thanks for everything! :D

2008-03-06T22:02:00.002+08:00

` & i am nothing , nothing is you. LOL?

I'm going to move out of this house when i get a stable job. Cos, I cannot tolerate my "GOOD" mother already. Yeah, She's rly "GOOD" you know? There's nothing i rly wanted to blog today but let me tell you about my good mother :D When my phone is in silent mode, & I didn't even received her msg in th evening. & Ofcos, I received th msg at night. I called back & Tried to explain. This "GOOD" mother shouted cb honggan knn at me. So cool siahs. Alright, This is okay. So, I said to my "GOOD" mother that : I trying to talk nicely you need to shout? & My "GOOD" mother replied you don't guailan horh. Haha. "GOOD" isn't she. Let me see. She says she give me too much freedom when i didn't went home at 5 in th EVENING when i just reached back yishun? Such logic isn't she. Her timing was before 10pm what. So what's wrong with me not going home. She talk with NO BRAINS. Blahhh ;x & This "GOOD" mother said a very "NICE" thing to me. When she already know i have a boyfriend. Omg, She's so clever siahhh! She said : Why you reach yishun cannot come home ley? Go xian tabor ah. Of cos i said i was with jason then. What's wrong. Lame shit. & She said again : If you don't want to come home, You can jolly well leave this house & Sleep outside so you can let ppl FUCK. Well, Is this so nice. Omg, She's "GOOD" isn't it? Does this two things linked up anyway? I don't think so. But since she has praise me. I'm here to say thankyou laa. & She say this again : Everyday go out, For? Let ppl FUCK isit? What? Then everybody go out everyday let ppl fuck laa. Wahlaos, Then ppl go school study is teachers fucking students in class ah? My "GOOD" mother seriously talk no link ley. I rly so jealous of her brain siah. Don't know what thing put inside. I'm already 16. & it's th year 2008 LAOCB. So it's th mordern year already. Not th year that she has borned out okay? In this modern year. A 16 year old teenager is already old. & Girls aren't that pathetic like th past already. Now, No more housewifes. Should be men doing those chores. It isn't wrong what. There's some family which is like that. I may sound nice. I may joke. But still i'm a girl. I do have pride. I don't allow what my "GOOD" mother says to me. I bet that is same to other girls around. What isit to do with FUCK when i don't call her nor reply her messages? Please, My father wouldn't say this to me even if he is angry like mad. SHE, My "GOOD" mother totally sucks. I won't ever pity her even she's alone. I HAVE PRIDE I SAID. But don't worry. Money i will give once i'm able to feed myself since she's th one who brought up me. But i'll never want to live with her when i'm able to feed myself then :D I bet you guys never wants to exchange this "GOOD" mum with me. Haha. Neither do i -.-

Alright, I quarreled with baby. & He raised his fucking voice on me. & I said i ain't in a good mood & He knows why. He didn't even care & Yet show me his attitude. He msg & say, Not he dont want to care me. Is he don't know what to say. Doesn't a boyfriend knows how to joke when his girlfriend is seriously upset? Aw, I'm so LUCKY to have him as my boyfriend. Fuck.

I don't wanna blog anymore for today. In case i kill myself. I'm seriously not in th mood. So, Byes & Fuck.